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dear diary..

 

today I met him again!

ohoho.. I thought I'm not gonna meet him today..

yela, ari ni xde urusan pape pun kat l*b tu..opss..

n..it was raining. not so heavily..

I went to the hatchery, since Mimi said one of my crab treated yesterday died.

with my Ego motorbike.

(sure it's a motor bike. a bike with motor, right? :P)

so..after kemas2.. I saw Dr Faridah!

ehh.. why is she here? hujan2.. nk tgk set up ketam ktorg ke??

she told me she's bringing bel***k*s supply..

ada budak nk guna..

oh..

ehhh! bel***k*s! mungkinkah..???

'dy' pun guna bel***k*s utk projek dy..

so I saje2 asked her..

budak m**ter ke?

she said yes.

oh my, is it him?..or his friend?

so..I yg actually nk redah je hujan tu, tunggu kejap.

alasan: tunggu hujan reda sket..

padahal......hehehe

then..bunyi motor.

(berdebar2 nih..haha..saspen2)

tgk2..

Hah! betulla..dia! haha..bleh plk nmpk dy arini.

unexpected~

time tu..ofkoz laa berbunge2 hati ni

haha..adehh

(blushing)

ak tgk dy gtu2 je..curi2 tgk la katekan..hihi

hoh! dy pn ade la jgk terpandang ak..

ohoho..

he sees me!

he knows I was there!

haha

hoho..da taw kaler bju hujan dy~~ leh la beli pasni yg kaler same..kih3

aku plak bwat2 curious psl bel***k*s tuh..

so.. g la dekat 4wd tu.

ok.. indirectly..g kt dy la jgk..

skali lg..bwat2 tnye..

"owh..yg kecik2 gni pn guna jgk erk?"

dy ckp.."haah"

haha...ak xleh lame2..kang terkantoi plk

:P

hah!

ak taw dy ada motor, tp xtaw motor ape..

this is d time!

haha..

otw nk g kt motor ak..ak sempat la curi tgk motor2 kt area tu..

yg ada after my motor..

ade satu motor ni, kaler oren hitam. ada 2 helmet atas tu..

yg tu la agaknye..

hehe..

dy dtg ngan member dy

(haha..tak pasan la plk muka member dy td cmne..kakaka..nmpk sgt :P)

plate T*S something..

haha..

nk demam plk rsnye..

kes hujan ke..kes hepi terlampau??

hahaha

seb baik la ade jgk bnda yg bleh mengexcitedkan diri time stuck kt UMT neh

xdela kosong jek tnpa perasaan..

or perasaan slain homesick dll.

haha..

huhu..ok2..dh sedikit berjaya gembirakan balik perasaan..

nak tergelak sunggoh..cam bdk2 balik je rs..

mcm zmn dolu2..

opss..

know what..

I don't expect him to like me back.

in fact, plizzzz don't like me back!

if he does, oho...things'll be a lot complicated.

haha..pelik kan?

let me like him sorg2..

let me like him diam2..away from pengetahuan dy.

this is better~

herm..xtaw la like sbb ape.. 

I don't know he recognize me o not..

I don't know if he knew that I ever exist in this university..

I don't know if he..ever remembered the gift he gave me that night..

well..maybe he gave it randomly..

cuz I was accidentally there..

so..he gave it to me..

if I wasn't there.. so, he wud've giv it to somebody else..

right?

I'm quite sure he didn't give it purposely TO me..

he might already have girlfriend.

or..tunang maybe..

married? I don't think so..haha

I don't know..

but I enjoy this state.

I'm not harming him.

I'm not involving him directly in what I've been feeling..

mybe.. I just feel awkward..or..delighted..pleasured..

when some stranger guy giv me present..

myb this all just actions of gratitide?

ntah..ak pn xpaham daa..

ahh..ni gosip je kot..

suke2..

hahaha..

girls..