wake up call

again..it's a late morning day..

haishh..xpatut...xpatut..

huhu..kena berubah ni..

smpai ble nk brenti bgun lmbat nih

=.="

lemah betul la..

I found it hard 4 me to be disciplined when I'm alone.

I just do whatever I want..

(even x want pun, bwat jgak..adehh..)

but..

as I woke up today..

mcm bese..

terus tatap lptop..

tgk brp percent dh donlod

I'm currently tgh donload movies. guna torrent..

baru2 ni mmg laju..

then, dah over limit bband tuh..

jd slow balik la..

huhu..

so..

ofkoz la view kejap FB..

n I saw a post,

a link to her blog.

oh! ade cter baru..

sy bace.

oh..she got dean list!

alahai..kagum betul la..

tell me she got flaws somewhere..

huhu..

cantek, baik, friendly, xsombong, have good concern on the religion..bijak pula..

( oho, such flattery. she won't like this, coz she's a soo humble person)

she wud've replied..

"mana de la..bese2 je..uhuhu.."

sungguh jealous

(good jealousy, ofkoz la I won't harm her..hehe)

thats y..I adore her..

rajin sungguh. 

weekends mana nk duk diam..

ada je occasions..

xpenat ke?

I really wonder..

huhu...like...she's having a really great time with her life.

what about me?

am I not having a great time with my life..?

hurm...attitude..
again wif d attitude problems..

aiyaa...
kalo bgun awal pg..
meaning, xtdo pas subuh
(dushhh3..sunggoh bkn pilihan mak mertua cmneh..)

kan byk bnda bleh bwat?
badan pun sihat.
sempat la bfast dgn apa adanya..
walaupn xbrp nk ade..
(adeh..ape pnye ayat daa..)

kan salah satu amalan merosakkan badan is x bfast?

sincerely, I'm not making d good time on myself.
cmne nk jaga org len nnti, kalo diri sndiri pn xleh nk manage?
sungguh diriku ini masih mentah..
masih keanak-anakkan..


(childish cute what..)


eh eh..org seyes arh..
ade je kot bebudak yg berperangai rajin
:P

hurmm

hubungan ngan Allah pn x brp nk jaga lately..
uhu..
(stat sebak..)

sungguh aku telah membiarkan nafsuku bermaharajalela sepuasnya..

I can feel.. Iblis pun tengah senyum sinis jek skrg..
ckp xske menggembirakan kaum dorg nih..
tp..bwat jgk pe dorg ske..

sungguh ckp x serupa bikin..

oit2....sy manusia je..huhu..
sy ada gak khilaf..
huhu

erm..

"ko la malas...menyusahkan aku jek..humphh..."

aha, salahkan malas plk..

ade plk cmtu..

sape yg malas?

sy kan?

patut slhkan diri sendiri la kan..

adehh..

pe nak jadi ni..

kena berubah!

mesti3!!

bukan untuk org len pun..
untuk kebaikan diri sendiri jugak..
if I want to be beautiful..
be beautiful inside out

mcm cik paten..
ngeh3

(seyes2!!)
oke2..

I must not rot myself in such unhealthy conditions.

I must not harm myself like this..
not anymore..
azam maal hijrah..
lambat sket bru dpt feel tahun baru..huhu

YEAHH!!!!!

RAJIN3!!!!!!

p/s: penulis sedang lapar separuh mati. doakan dy dpt cari mknn cepat2..
**
penulis tidak menemui opened food stall or restaurant td. minyak Ego dh sikit..xleh g jauh2..
dan penulis hanya mampu menemukan 2 Bun Ikan Bilis jenama Gardenia,
1 tin Air Cincau Yeos (alhamdulillah, sungguh melegakan)
dan 1 tin Mister Potato perisa pedas <-- sampingan jek

penulis masih benar2 mahu makan nasi.. huk2..
it has been 2 days without nasi..
me..a practikal malaysian who eat nasi as the main menu..

suffer..suffer..huk2 T__T