reminded. hunger.convincingFace.FBgame.

just hate when suddenly being reminded of something that I don't want to remember anymore.

not because I hate that particular thing.

but.. it's bcause it can lead me to sorrow and painful mood.

cause I know I can never forget.

and I hate that truth.

hmm..

ahh..ape emo2 nim?

urm..

xtaw la nk tulis ape. life's so-so.

agak busy..

project, still in progress..
result sem lepas? huu.. xdekan pn. lg 0.03 point. sadis benar..

suhu badan agak panas, kehujanan td. 

smoga xde la parah sgt.

sangat lapar. 3-4-5 hari ni sgt lapar.

xsmpat lunch. td.

nak kata cam ada gajah dlm perot.. hurmm..mcm sgt mengganas je rasa lapar tuh.

perumpamaan yg paling sesuai.. urm..mgkin T-rex kot.

ada T-rex sekor lam perot. asek mintak itu ini. xnk bg? hah..abes dikikisnya dinding perot saye.

cakar sana sini. sakit ok. kesimpulan, kena bg jugak mkn.

sejam lebih sikit je terus lapar, meskipn da mkn mknan yg berat.

nk pulak mknan berat2. kalo 1 tahun cmni kan bagus..

gedempol la I grad nnti.

(takkan nyelaa.. dh genetic jenis yg maintain kurus jek. 

kalo nk smpai gedempol tu, sounds a bit mustahil jek. huhu)

yela, mmg sy on diet skrg

opss..bukan diet nk kurus ok. tak kuasa I..

dah sekeping pn maseh nk kurus.

nonono!

it's a healthy diet la..

to add more muscle. mkn ikut masa. nk latih diri jd lg b'disiplin pn ye jugak. huhu

I need to take food 6 kali sehari. 3 berat, 3 ringan.

still, masih sgt lapar. huhu

sblum ni, bila mkn berterabur xde pn lapar mcm ni.

adekah bermkna diet neh betul?

oh, harap2 la..

***

oh, td jumpe Dr (my FYP supervisor)

she said I have a convincing face.

sbb tu dy kdg2 mcm x brp nk rsau sgt psl projek saye.

haha.. macam manakah itu?

sy rasa sy ni jenis yg gelabah jek, salu kurang keyakinan.

haha.. rezeki la kot.

xlawa pn xpe la kalo cmni.

ngee

***

haa... sy ada la main satu game kt fesbuk tuh.

ala.. mcm org bgtau pendapat ttg diri kita kt status dorg, tp..xmention nama.

guna wakil numbers jek.

ada sorg tu ckp.. sy ni hensem n cantik dlm keadaan yg berbeza. haha..

mau gelak guling2 kowtt..

hensem, bikin gua kembang hedong saja~~ haha

ada juga.. mula2 nmpk ayu.. lama kenal, mcm rock pula..

-_-"

ada yg ckp, takut nk tego sbb nmpk garang.

opss.. dulu2, mmg r..seyes. org penah ckp sy xde perasaan juga..

-__-"

tp, most of them r delightful  tuk dibace r.

huu.. tema kasih la tuk confession yg tulus mulus tuh..

(byk pojian yg ko ske sgt tu kann??)

haha...ala.. nature manusia kot, ske org puji :P

I don't really think I am as what they've mentioned.

lawa ke? jauh la lawa che warm paten..lalalala

(ko pulak nk banding2 ngan model. poyos ok. kompem la ko kalah.)

apepun, I thank God ^^,

ada juga yg mengingatkan impian sy suatu masa yg lalu.

nk bwat novel based on my diaries.

dlu sy sgt rajin tulis diary..tiap2 tahun kot.

tp..huu...sy rs xdpt nk teruskan la impian yg tu.

it's just too painful untuk kembali bukak bnda alah tu..

and rewrite.

ofkoz la sy kena igt byk bnda kan........bnda2...hurmm... menyakitkan...

xpela..ending dy lambat lg kot..

haha..byk lagi cter in future..

so, bwat novel based on future lah cmtuh.

huhu..

hmm..

***

lg.. ermm..lama x ckp ngan Jay. guess...kinda miss him oredi?

aihhh...gatal!! abaikan...

+__+"

(huu..dh jrg bertembung skrg. sy pun salu mengelak. rasa cam die da ada awek..or..minat org len je.. Rai ke, Mimi ke..apekan daya.. sedia payung sebelum hujanlah kite. kite ske tgk je pn..huhu :P)

haha...gedik2! uwekk

abaikan kemerepekkan. hujan2 ni sewel sikit. lapar pulak tu.

oh, ckp psl lapar.. 

harus siap2..harus g kedai mkn..harus order nasi goreng belacan nasi lebih segera.

ciao dulu~~

p/s: kenapa org berisi@chubby2 nampak cam attractive pulak hari ni yek? 

aii... berkenan org berisi pulak dh kerr...:P