Flipped, my Flipped.

just finished watching Flipped.

such a sweet, real-like story.

like.. I've been there some time ago..

It's a movie, a love story between Juli Baker and Bryce Loski.

a decent childhood love.

Juli liked him at the first time she met that boy. She's right.

Bryce do have a pair of dazzling eyes.

a fine nose.

a charming smile.

amongst all, I love the scene when Juli's mother kissed her eyebrow before she fall asleep. a very short scene. I don't really know why..

I can't remember when was the last time my mother kissed me.

Or receiving a real hug from her.

hmm.. myb that's one of the reasons I grow up cold like this.

I can hardly show the tenderness of love to those I really care.

oh.. not blaming her. There are hundreds n thousands of possible reasons to this.

She's a great mother. Maybe she showed her love in her prayers.. who knows..

hmm.. I'm not in d mood to write the whole story summary.

u all can browse d internet for it.

if u guys like sweet, romantic story.. I do suggest u to watch it.

haha.. not a single kissing scene (almost).. so it's safe enough :p

guess.. it's kinda too late to have d same story as them.

I'm growing up.

but.. they say, it's never too late to fall in love with d true one :)

I'm glad.. I do have a nice childhood love. First love, I might say.

It was sweet.

It was decent.

So pure, so shy, where people made gossips and spread through the school and u keep on pretending like u didn't hear it, 

where friends keep on teasing u when he was around and u just acted like u didn't care (even ur heart could just burst out each time u see him, but u can just act like u didn't)

where whatever cloths he wears seems perfect on him.

his smile would make u feel like fainting. like a drug or something. very intoxicating. 

like the sweetest smile u ever saw.

where everyday seems like u're in heaven.

being in the class is your greatest pleasure..since u can watch him at the corridor of his class, just at the opposite of ur class. 

(sometimes whenever u see him watching u, u're heart beats so fast..u afraid that he may caught u watching him too. at the same time, u feel like drugged with an ecstasy. extremely happy, that he wud even look at u. ) 

seeing his talking to others girls make u mad. u're jealous. u never talked to him directly at school.

even madder when some gossip him with other girls.

u even cried for such ridiculous expectations and thoughts.

u're hurt when knowing a friend of yours also liked him. u feel like giving up. but actually, there's nothing to give up on. he's not even yours. and that doubles d hurt.

u even tried to match his shirt's colors.

if u don't have, u bought them.

u even write every single scene of the day in a diary. those with him in the story.

and..i'm pretty sure.. it's everyday.

u liked him, but of course u are too shy to admit.

you tried to take pics of him, hoping he wouldn't notice. but u're not crazy enough to put it under ur pillow or in ur desk's drawer so that u can watch it everyday. u extremely afraid of getting caught by ur friends.

u even bought all the pictures that have him in when the year book committee. 

Even those which he can hardly be seen.

u pray for his good life. pray for his success in his examinations, or what even he's been doing.

sometimes, u even forget to pray for urself.

you try to notice so many things about him. where's his home. his phone number (even u wudn't even try to call), his favourite color, his best friends, his interest..

without u realizing that u started to like the same thing.

everything about him.

kinda innocent back there.. right?

thanks 4 giving me a nice memory at school.

p/s: 

oh come on, didn't u say u got over it already?

yes I did..

so, what's this all about? telling these kind of stuff?

I'm just telling. Nothing much. I'm not expecting anything upon writing this.

Hope u r sure with that.

I am. Besides, how can I ever forget my first love. It's like.. impossible. Right? Everyone got first love.. just that d story wudn't be d same.

Okay, I hear u.

I'm just being thankful here.. I'll be fine, alrite..?

p/s/s: "..was clean and smooth from the outside, but it seemed like there was something rotten buried just beneath the surface." -Juli