a bit about bulan puasa

esok puasa.

ramadhan.

alhamdulillah.

puasalah saye dikala kerja part time neh.

moga2 cergas ceria lah esok.

hoho

sadly, berbuka kat watsons tu jek.

sobs.

yelah, masuk jam 12 tgahari. balik jam 9 mlm.

sobs lagi.

xpelah. demi mencari sesuap nasi.

hah, over.

puasa, xmakan minum senang je.

tp bkn takat tu je,then kira puasa da langsai.

puasa, kena jaga pandangan, jaga perilaku..

tambah amal ibadat..

"yeay! da masuk bulan puasa! sukenye!!" atau.."ramadhan datang lg. oh my..:')"

sounds nice. n welcoming.

tp ckp saja xguna.

puasa2.. tp, aurat x jaga. cmne?

puasa2.. tp, mencarut. cmne?

puasa2.. tp mengumpat. cmne?

puasa2.. tp berdating sakan. cmne?

bkn nk ckp hipokrit. konon2 nk jd diri sendiri... xnak la, kalo jage takat bln puasa je.

I mean, puasa tu agak2.. diterima tak?

sy xnak judge lebih. who am I right, nk judge org itu ini.

tp.. sy ckp bnda betul what.

at least, usaha la sikit. sekecik mana pun usaha, Allah pndang jugak..kan?

pjg berceramah, let me go straight to the point lah..kan?

to those yg xbrp nk jaga aurat.. obviously, free hair people, n yg pkai pkaian singkat n ketat.. smoga Allah lembutkan hati untuk jaga mana yg patut. rambut cntik2, tutupla. kalo xtutup..cantik takat mana pun, terbakar kt dunia satu lg tu. syg la kan? penat2 jaga..:)

yg byk mencarut, or ckp perkataan2 x enak didengar.. selalunye lelaki la, tp pompuan pn x ketinggalan..

duk tganu ni mmg, da mcm DNA kot ckp kasar2 bg segelintir org.. aiya, thank God, not for me.

drp duk sebut "bodo la..", "bengong mu", etc dan etc.. baik la berzikir ke ape di bulan yang mulia nih.

:)

hal mengumpat. meh sy explain sket mengumpat tu ape. mengumpat ni, apabila kita mengata psl seseorg atau byk2 org. mostly, ckp ape yg xpuas hati la kan..psl any particular person. dia itu, dia ini.. even benda tu betul.

lain plk ngan memfitnah, which kita tambah crita yg xbenar. memburuk2kan org.

byk lg kan bnda len bleh bwat. bleh dickpkan. ape kate, kite penuhi ramadhan kali ni dgn 

perkara2 yg penuh produktif?

:)

last point kt atas, dating. (ntah..sy rs cam nk ckp psl 4 point ni je...byk lg benda bleh sentuh tang ramadhan ni sbnrnye..). sy anti dating n couple? xtaw lah nk ckp cmne. bkn nk sergah ckp, "dating xbleh. kapel haram. jangan buat!" huhu.. sy xde r se-strict cmtu. manusia ni mcm2. feeling n perangai n kepercayaan pun mcm2.

I mean, lots of other things can be done right? salu la tgk, or dgr.. time bulan puasa ni, nak la berbuka same2 kan? ape kate, ajak berbuka kt umah? skali ngan femili la. mahram pun ramai. ngehee..

bkn ape, between boys n girls mmg ada some kind of attraction. so, be careful la. Syaitan ni cerdik gak. at the same time, never stop ajak manusia bwat bnda slh. sy xske amik risiko, sbb tu otak sy punya setting cmnih. huhu. ape2 pun, pas kawen lah. senang. hehe. xde org halang or nk soksek soksek..

:)

ok lah. dah masuk isyak.

terawih, moh! ;)

face down

tu la.. lambat lg.

kan dah terlepas.

ingat peluang bleh dtg byk2 kali ke?

huh. padan muka.

many2 things

banyopnye things dlm kepala.

nak buat itu

nak buat ini.

typical me. ske bwat keje separuh jalan. sobs. ape pnya perangai daa..

sbb.. cepat bosan.

bosan satu perkara tu, buat bnda len dlu.

ble bosan buat bnda len tu, bwat bnda len yg len plk.

last2.. sume separuh jln.

semua x siap lah kesimpulannye.

my bad.

so many desires and interesting wonders

p/s: 

huhu.. missing my unknown Mr Right again. ottoke -__-"

am I crazy oredi? sobs :'(

2nd p/s: 

I miss my friends. 

my school friends. 

my matrix friends. 

 I miss the gossips. 

I miss prep.

I miss PUM.

I miss the dorm. 

I miss the hated weekend rolecall. 

I miss being in the surau at school, jotting whatever tazkirah Ustaz gave. 

I miss cheering for sport tournament in my school.

I miss the uniform, even.

I miss the outing with frens. 

I miss the race, burning night's oil together with friends. I miss so many thing....

in the mood of missing.

hurt's u know.

taw miss je bleh. nk ulang balik ape yg dimisskan tu mana bley.

sobs

part-timing

nak keje.

tp ada je obstacles.

balik kmpung lah.

bln pose lah.

(bln pose pn obstacle ke? duhh. lame)

smlm..dgr2 nk konvo, ada rehearsal. seminggu sblm. 

seminggu? lame tuh

xske la kalo nk keje then kena amik cuti.. kan?

menyusahkan.

tgk lah cmne2..

pagi emosi

bangun pagi.. mkn2 sat. jemur kain sgala..

duk depan tv, bace berita.

metro, cover depan : ofkos lah pasal BERSIH 2.0 tu kan.

belek lg.

hurm.. menyusahkan org la perhimpunan ni.

kalau nk berhimpun, nk bincang pape ke.. bwat la kt tmpt lapang ke..dlm dewan ke.

ni abes sesak jln. hi way brp jam sangkut.

kedai2 rugi byk..

belek lg..

ada pengantin kena jalan kaki sekilometer lebih.

pkai wedding dress gtu.

oh.. wrong day lah kn kak? sabar ye..

belek lg..

oh..smpai ada baling2 gas pemedih mata..

serius jgk ni..

ada org pegang bndera malaysia terbalik.

apekah??

apa nk jadi ni?? ape motif pn xtaw la.. niat perhimpunan ni ape sbnrnya???

bkn la anti ke apa..

xde nak sebelah mana2 pihak pn. as org awam je.

mcm xmatang pn ada. this kind of behavior.

ni la. bnda2 politik ni. menyusahkan je.

every tindak tanduk kdg2 mcm nonsense.

ah. mls tensen2 bace psl BERSIH. 

belek laju2..

oh. nmpk gmbr sorg lelaki peluk polar bear.

baring2 ngan polar bear.

sweetnye.

amazing how human can be best friends wif wild and dangerous animal like that.

teringat plk video kt fesbuk. ada org share..

2 org lelaki bela anak singa dari kecil then terpaksa lepaskan kt hutan ble dh besar..

sangat teramat touching part dorg jumpe balik, singa tu peluk2 cium dorg.

sy rasa, kalo sy tgk byk2 kali pn vid tu.. still bleh nangis punyaa.

sweet gila kot.

hm.. okela.

x berperasaan nak tulis lg pnjg.

wish me luck on my dress/blouse in the making.

I luv sewing

Giv Me Life

ahaha.. aku dah okay!

AKU DAH OKAY LAA!!

oh my dear GOD.. I can hardly believe this.

I thank YOU so muchhh!

I was kinda afraid, but YOU show me the reality. a confirmation.

the reality that.. I AM SO OKAY now!

again.. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

so happy, I think I might just die now -__-"

p/s: now, where's my Mr Perfect eh? God close our heart together, let us meet faster. Oh dear God, You're the only One who knows well. I'm getting jealous of everyone...oops.

a kehendak.

aiyya.. suke jgk ble browse gambar kawan2 kat fesbuk tu. seronok.

pegi occasion ke, gambar poyo2 ke.. anything la.

lg2 gambar kawen. hahak..

gue mmg suke nengok gmbr kawen.

xpasal2 sengih sorg2.. jeles sorg2..berangan sorg2..

sobs :'(

keinginan nak upload gambar tu salu ada. 

nak dikomen. honestly, nak dipuji. kononlah kan..

yela, apa function people letak gambar..pose lawa2.. even edit gambar.. or gambar2 angkat-hempon-tinggi2-kpale dongak-snap. 

sikit..or..kira2..sipi2 pun jd la.. ade la perahsaan tuh.

jgn tipu laa.. haha

I know mehh.

satu kehendak. bukan perlu sangat pun.

I have my stances for not uploading pics in the internet. photos of me in.

ala.. taw la kite ni bkn femes pon.

bkn ade org nak tgk sangat pon..

tp..ntah..rasa xsenang hati.

once you letak gambar dlm internet, it'll be like forever in there.

dah la gambar2 pn senang je org nk save. tekan right click, save as.. sudah.

saye pn salu bwat cmtu. hahak :P

sy xde la ckp psl gmbr2 xsenonoh. haha.. ofkosla a total no-no kan.

I remember very well, a junior of mine.. a girl, suggested me to wear purdah in her comment of one of my photo. sampai skrg pn masih clear.

 

mgkin budak tu gurau je, or saya yg terlebih amik serius. x ingat la plk gmbr yg  mcm mana, tp..gmbr biasa2 je rasanya.

aku ni bkn la cantik sgt pon.. dah kene tegur..sobs

 

tp.. rs xbest la org tegur kite..kan? rs..semacam. huhu

well, each time kehendak nk upload tu mai singgah kat otak che' ni..

satu persoalan len mai..on d spot.

"untuk apa?"

hmm..

recently saya ada baca satu article. err.. honestly, sy xbace abes pon lg. huhuk..

tp, sy ada la share kt fesbuk sy.

tgk tajuk je pn dah bwat sy berfikir panjang..

it's about apa akan jd pada FB kita after kita mati.

bleh baca kt sini.

susah bila kita dh xbleh nak undo balik apa yg kita buat. masa takkan reverse.

kan?

I'll try my best to hold this urge. perang ni, perang. uhuk. kite tau kite byk dosa.. 

so, kite xnak sengaja2 tmbh lg..huhu

ala.. gambar lawa2 simpan utk suami dah laa..

p/s: peace no war :)

wordless Friday??

OH . MY . GOD

omgomgomg!

here's a creepy shocking story..

last nite... after I watched a movie on TV3, about 12 am plusplus..

I went straight to my bed. I want to sleep. Man this ulser at my tongue's killing! 

as I was in my tryings to sleep, I heard something.. like.. something fall on the ground, just outside my window.

I was a bit nervous. My room is at the most up front location compared to other rooms, so I can see if there's anything, or..anyone getting in through the gate.

so, I took a peek. 

nothing.

no one.

I afraid.. what if.. somebody tried to get in. or..maybe.. he already successfully did? or...maybe.. well, cats or whatever bumped the vase..

so many what if..

I tried to sleep again. cautiously.

then..

after a few of rolling here and there.. I heard again!

not that falling or cracking sound.

but something like.. squiecking? is that the correct spelling?? oh whatever..

it's an animal sound.. grunting!

I tried to peek again. It was kinda dark outside. Eyes searched here and there... up and.... down!

there it was! no.. there THEY were!!

2 piglets just crossed my eyesight.

I wasn't so sure what they are.. so I went to the kitchen, taking peek from there. 

OH MY GOD!..

one..two..three......four.....five....six.... seven... eight!

eight of them!

what were they doing here??

how did they get inside??

why so many of them?????????

6 piglets.. 2 bigger 'piggy banks'

euww!!!! so alive in front of me!!

I rushed to my parents room. I woke them up. 

"ADA BAB* MASUK DALAM PAGAR!!"

there are pigs in the yard!

Dad told me, he did hear something but he didn't know what was it..

Mom followed. 

we were so dumbfounded. How on earth those things got in?

especially the bigger ones, mums I believe?

gate was closed. firmly. oh! there's a hole at backyard. at the fence (pagar). between mine and the neighbor. 

I guess the small ones went tru there.

again..what about the big ones???

I told dad to open the gate.. let them went out by them self. You know, they are afraid of us human, we jump infront of them, they'll run like hell.

so, all of us keep on peeking. I tried to take pictures of them, but they ran so fast. Plus it was dark. I couldn't see them. Hiding behind lime, banana, and curry trees.

Oh! there's a big one outside. Been calling for the babies. Grunting, you know the sound. Dad and me looked at it, and that thing stared back at us. Ohhoo..bold huh? must be male.. They're are the wild piggies, when they are small.. they got some kind of lining pattern on there skin. Got older, lining disappear.. and just brownish colored fur left. not the pink ones okay.

I noticed, their nose are soo long. euww... *a glimpse of last nite tragedy*

quite weird though, we are not that close to the woods.. There are houses.. a lot of, around.

where did they come from??

even weirder.. it's 8 of them. 

(lapan kottt.. banyak tuh! xpenah2 tgk kerbau pendek dekat.. amik kau! 8 ekor terkedek lalu depan kau. dalam kawasan rumah kau lg!!)

seriously..it was a confusing moment. by 1.45am, they all went out. from the hole at backyard..and also the front gate.

I couldn't wait for the morning to come. I want to search any possible hole or whatever they got in through.

But I couldn't find it. other that last nite hole..

(yang besar tu..muat ke?? size like a baby cow. only shorter, and fatter. like baby hippos maybe?
eii.. punah pagar.)

the question..left unsolved. huu

that was the first time I saw pigs around this neighborhood. I've heard people talking about it. I guess, there must be few case like already..

salah dorg ke? dah manusia pegi buat rumah byk2 kt kwsn bukit, dy nyer tempat tinggal hilang la.. kan? mereka pon nak hidup jgk.. kan..? huu.. kesian pn ada kt mereka2 ni..

hm..but...

EIGHT duhh! can you believe that.. ?? try la.. all 8 in your yard. haha

*still in shock*

wordless... <-- sbb ulser pon ye jugak nehh..

p/s: kena samak ke ek? like satu kawasan rumah ni kot dy jelajah.. huhu
2nd p/s: mood speaking, bru tgk vid omputes smlm..huhu. fluent gila. nama pon omputes owp? haha

pasta carbonara

*okelah, mls nk merajuk ngan belog lame2..bukan belog taw pujuk pun. humph.*

senang yg amat je ni. pejam mata pn bleh bwat. erm.. tak kot. tp.. senang je la. tak silap kat tin sos carbonara tu pn ada je tertera resepinya.. 

ni ha rupa dia..

Bahan:

Pasta

Daging ayam (kiub)

1 Bawang besar (kiub)
Cendawan kering (rendamkan dlm air panas, then hiris)

1 Tin Prego Carbonara Cendawan

Cara-cara:

Rebus pasta/fettuccini sampai lembut.

Toskan. Put aside.

Tumis bawang dengan sedikit minyak hingga naik bau, kemudian masukkan ayam dan cendawan.

Masukkan prego (carbonara) dan air secukupnya.

Kacau bila gelegak. Tambah sedikit keju (additional).

Tambah sedikit serbuk lada sulah dan hirisan daun sup.

siap!

xde papelah

eeii.. xle nk post wordles wed smlm.

xle log in pon.

fine.

majok ngan belog. bluekksss!

of power and fame

of power and fame, comes greed.

come big talks and nonsense.

 

non of those will keep ye company..

in the shallow, dark hole.

not even the shadows of the past ye loved so much.

non other than 3 things.

stop fighting, stop defending.

ye only feed the ego within.

nobody loves losing.

neither failing.

it is toleration I'm talking.

considerate. for us, the citizen of this nation.

someday, all of these materialistic urges will mean less of things

we see, this world is indeed dying.

agak2 msti da abes tiket transformer tu. hm.

xpela. tgk jela pape. asal bersama dgn kwn2ku itu.

bkn la kite ni feveret sgt tgk wayang ni. nnti2 bleh je cri torrent ke ape kt tenet. free lg. haha..

duk rumah saja pn bosan juga.

bila lg nk lepaks ngan member, ye dakk? ;p

oke. jam 2 satgi nk ciao.

nk smbung kemas bilik..yg ntah bile nak settle =.="

(byk tol jumpa barang2 lama. barang2 zmn skolah. hadiah itu ini dr kwn2..

aigoo. miss those frens of mine. miss them all!