mengenai contact lenses

bukak belog, terus nmpk previous sad post..

ayuh pos entri baru to replace it! wee

xmo la bk2 belog je rs nk emo2..

haha..

tp..nak tulis ape?

er..

kte ckp psl info semasa lah sikit ye hari ni.

mengenai lens. contact lenses.

sy ni..suke lah jgk pkai lens.

lg suka kalau xdek kaler sbnrnye..

tpkan.. yg colorless ni, tahan satu bulan jek.

hrga sama je ngan colored pnya..

kkdg merasa la jgk nk mate kaler2

kdg2 jela..

tp awak ni shy2 cat lah jgk..

pkai mata lens kaler2 ni..eye catching lah makanya

malu lah jgk nyew..

kte ni xde lah cantik mana nk pkai lens kaler2..

muka pn typical malay je.. xdek nye pan asia ke..mix ke..ape..

stkt nih xpenah lgla beli slain warna brown n grey.

kalo nak rs cam omputes, bru pkai yg grey tuh.

most of the time stick to brown jek.

so..skrg, kat pasaran mmg byk jual lens.

dari korea..taiwan..jepun..mana2lah..

penah la beli 3 pairs sebelum nih. sume ade la jgk label..

yg baru beli ni..lgsg xdek label ape.

takut lah jgk.

yelah.. senang2 je mnde nih dijual..

org xdek lesen pn bleh jual.

xde guarantee pn lens2 tuh slmt.

kite nih..mata ada 2 bijik je.

rosak, rosak lah selama2nya..

barang mau pakai lama maa..

kena lah hati2 jgk..

bru ni kuar paper, ckp psl lens2 nih.

sy xterbaca lah plk.. dad yg told me..

so..perhaps.. this will be the last time for me to buy lenses online.

murah mmg murah.. sy mmg suka bebenor mnde murah2 nih..hohohh

tp..tp... better mencegah drp mengubati kan?

mslhnye..lens kt dngun nih bapaklah mahal..ee

dulu penah beli jenama ape ntah..(bkn freshkon or freshlook la..)

rm30 lebih gtu je.. tp kat dngun nih.. rm60 kot!

dem.. kompem xbeli.

kite ni dah la spesis 'berjimat-cermat'

so.. masa nak balik cuti ari jumaat baru nih, smpat la singgah kt mydin. kt ctu ade kedai opto. murah la sikit..sbb dah penah beli kat ctu.

so i get a Freshlook lens for rm40. ok lah tu..

brand pn dah salu dgr. dijual di kedai opto.

berlesen. so, secured la sikit..

why take risks if u know there are other better options kan/

tp..huhu...kaler grey lah pulaknye..

iyelah.. dah terbeli online nyer kaler brown..(which now I'm not gonna wear it smpai 3bln like oways kot...)

xnak la sama..

nak la variety sket..

ahh..

grey pn grey lah..

after dah expired yg tuh I'll buy brown pnya ye? ;)

just satu perkara je mngenai lenses ni.

sy ni rabun.. n ade astig..

ni sy bru taw la psl term nih.

astig tu mcm silau pnya power la..

when someone rabun.. ada 2 mnde utk dilihat..

1st: kekaburan tuh sendiri. object will appear blurry

2nd: the doublings. object clear je, tp nmpk bertindih..or jadik double. ala..mcm ble kite julingkan mata tuhh..

sy nih, power silau yg tggi..

most lenses xdek power utk astig. 

astig pnya lens ada je.. cuma mahal la sket...

so..nnti2 lah dulu ye.. huhuks.. i kne kumpul pitish utk dslr dlu

so (byk benonye so kau)... ble sy pkai lens, object clear..cuma ade doubling lah. tgk objek besar2 mcm muka org, pokok..bngunan.. ok je.. but not tulisan..

so(lg)..xbrp digalakkan la utk drive (sbb takut xnmpk signboard), especially mlm..

bace buku..or tgk mnde2 kt skrin laptop pn...xseclear pkai spek lah..

huhu..

ble dah kaya nnti.. trus operate je..sng. xpyh nk pk bwat spek or beli lens..

kan?

broke ups hurt but God knows better. cheer!

break ups hurt

terlebih lg kpd org yg terlebih empathy cam sy nih.

either I'm in the story

or someone else's.

been there, so i clearly know how it feels like.

now..

i heard 2 of my frens broke up.

I'm not gonna say their name..

just.. hear me.

the story.

both girls stat kapel since freshmen year. 1st year lah tu maksudnya. 

but i didn't pay such attention lah. mls nak amik taw sgt.

just taw la dorg kapel.

sume satu kelas.

ngan sy.

skrg.. dah abeh blajar.

people say, adat lah.. kapel masa kat uni je..

after dat mgkin dah tak sehaluan atau ape2 lah.

i heard.. this couple A..

I can see la the girl nmpk gak setia.

i tot they btol2 serius.

dah siap jumpa parents kot.

sy..suka la.. ble dah jumpe parent nih.

nmpk la official sikit.

sy xdek la menentang sgt kapel2 nih..

kapel la..tp..nnti kawen la..

jgn kapel suka2 je..

sadly..after dah grad..they broke up. why? me dunno.

the guy seems to like another girl he met in a program.

with all jiwang2 words in his FB.

kdg2 mcm dah psiko plk sy tgk.

sblm2 ni..xde pun tulis mnde2 gtu..

n rumors told me that..the guy xmo make it public sgt la ms ngan kwn sy nih.

"ape punya lelaki!!" bisik hati

her bestfren told me that parent the guy tuh dah suke sgt dah kat my fren tuh. siap nk pjuk lg si guy tuh..suh pk balik. 

eii..geram btulla. my fren tu xdek la kurangnye. comel je. baik. 

eii...si guy tuh igt dah kacak sgt ke nk cari lain? 

geram!

tp..salah that guy kah?

mungkin la..dorg mmg dah xde jodoh.

but.. seems like semudahnya beliau berubah hati.

ntah la...

then the other kapel.

kapel B.

rsnya dorg pn since freshmen year.

i heard la that guy tu sort of kuat kontrol.

kuat jealous.

salu jgk la my fren kena tengking2 ngan dy.

(smpai one day..my fren xtahan..nah amik! kena sebijik penampar kat muka. padan muka!)

hm.

that guy tu org penting la jgk.

byk nk kena bersosial.

jumpe rmai pompuan.

n...

masa tahun akhir, i keep seeing that guy ngan other girl. our classmate lah jgk.

sy xheran mana pn.. sbb dorg satu projek, so byk nak kena bincang sama2.

...........tp.. byk kali lah jgk bersama-sama nya.

"aii.. si _____ x jeles ke.. ngan ______ je memanjang nih. kalau aku..aii......" bisik hati.

so skrg.. after they broke up, mmg the guy kapel ngan si classmate td.

hmm..

*sebak nak marah

meaning.. mebi that guy mmg dah main2 perasaan ngan si classmate while still wif my fren tuh.

(*prasangka semata2..ishk2)

ls la nk cter pjg2.. lari matlamat.

the point nye here..

is it really true guys bleh brubah hati secepat tuh?

how dare la..

so... not-loyal.

haih.. ni bikin makin pyh nk pupuk kepercayaan kt lelaki nih.

igt pompuan ni mainan ke?

sy rs..most of us girls kapel pn.. matlamatnye nk kawen.

bkn suka2.

like me.. myself.

skrg single mingle.

slowly searching la jgk for the possible Mr Right..

tp.. ape yg sy imagine.. bkn nak dating cmne..or..g tgk wayang sesame.. 

but.. what our life might be after the marriage.

sweet things.. like masak sama2.. how to teach our children ke.. date n honeymoon..

ptg2 kuar jln2 tepi pntai same2..

(cewah.. imagine xpenah xterlebih..muahahaha)

ala.. ape2 yg xperlu nk kaver2 utk dibuat lah..

(eh..ni mcm dah lari point je..)

skali lg..

why la guys r so un-trust-able.

i know not everyone begituh tp.. seeing byk sgt kecurangan..or..ketidakseriusan...

sedikit sbyk glooms the trust la..

still.. i believe everything happen for reasons.

i dun remember the correct sentence.. but.. something..

" maybe one's destiny is to enter ur life, but not to stick in it. they walk away once their purpose is done.. God has planned everything for you. that guy perhaps just a small part in ur long ongoing story"

p/s: anti btol la cter2 break ups nih. eurgh!

acapella, netball n DEBATE?!!

HOME SWEET HOME

skarang cuti!

yeah..

i think dah nak dkat 2 mggu kot i join gems.

best oh!

sadly... one of our company member, Wan Muhaini will be leaving us bcoz beliau dah dpt keje

RA kat IMR.

sobs.

baru kenal.. tp rs cam dh lame kenal.

sedih kot.

lgpn.. orang kuat netball tuh!

baru je nk brangan menang tournament.

bleh la kasi tggi sket sunshine stock.

apepun.. semoge beliau terus sukses2 di tempat baru! :')

sy..oh ye..sy belum cter lg kan?

hemhem.

kat gems.. sy join netball, acapella n debate competition.

acapella tuh...mcm kte kna nyanyi without music la.

4-5 org per group. sume kena la mula2 tuh..

then my grup menang 1st round.

sadly *lg.. kalah 2nd round.

haha..dah sore x sedap.. nak bwat cmno..

dapat lagu i will survive kot. 

ok la..mula2 rasa cam senang.

cube korang nyanyi.. cube korg ikut rentak dy yg cepat tuh..

cube korg nyanyi in grup..

nak dptkan ke-serentak-an tuh pon satu masalah besar kot.

apepon, dah lepas.

we had fun!

then.. masuk netball plk..

actually..sume org kena masuk game.

yg ade..

Soccer

Volleyball

Netball

so.. soccer? er.. kena byk2 lari.. mls lah nk berlari2 sgala..:P

volleyball? er.. tangan x ckup kuat kot. me dah la kurus.. agak2 kalo bola dtg.. me lari kot.. haha

so..tinggalla netball.

since sy xpenah main netball..sy still sgt blur rules dy.

(okla..ade skali time kat sbp dlu.. tu pn sbb ade sukan antara rumah.. so, terpksa gak masuk sbb x ckup org

for sure kalah la time tuh..sobs.. rmai bdk len yg terer)

now me jadik GS. yg duk shoot bola tuh.

nk jadik yg byk2 gerak kt tgh..xckup agresif lah kot..

so.. jadi shooter jela..

baik ready kt D je..tggu bola n shoot.

kang terlanggar mana2 peraturan plk..

me..pndai ke shoot??

boleh la jgk sket2..

tp..mostly si Wan la yg shoot.

tu yg ktorg dah menang 3 round berturut2 tuu..

cayalah!

skrg..Wan dah xde..

sy..kena usaha sungguh2 lah!

drp 5 trials.. at least 3-4 kena masuk!

tp.. nk usaha cmne.. dh hari2 ade tournament.

ntah masa bila nk pektis..

i just need to practise..

nk tune tangan.. jgn terlebih kuat or terslow..

(ayat keling. I know)

so.. i hope, we'll do well la after this.

lastly.. Debate.

oh my god! tak penah2 berangan or byg diri masuk debate.

ni bdk2 company la pnya keje..

pegi vote sape suh

they said..tgk performance masa presentation proposal baru2 nih.

sy... present bleh la.

ni debate kot.

paham tak DEBATE tuh camne??

nk kena hentam2 org..

ckp in public..

ohmy.. I was like fainting tahu?!

kite ni dh la jenis introvert. shy2 cat lagih..

me n my other 2 team members dah la diberitahu lambat.

i mean.. dorg lmbt vote n decide..

so..mmg xckup nk prepare btul2 la

dah la rules pn xtaw..

hari nak debate tuh bru nk prepare sgale

30 mins b4 debate tuh bru nk prektis..tu pn just nk tgk spy point xbertindih atr satu sama lain.

bkn pektis nk hentam2 sgala

mmg blur r wa ckp sama lu

somehow.. i heard we won the 1st round.

TAHNIAH or TAKZIAH?

huwaa.. pasnih nk kenal lawan lg ke?

sengsaraaaaaa T______T

menang netball mmg hepi.

menang debate.. hum.. perasaan bercampur2

hepi la menang. sape x ske menang.

tp..kalo dh menang.. kena masuk next round. kena debate lg.

tsk.

apepun.. I'll try my best lah.

just utk company tersayang (lah sangatt)

mmg unbelievable lah.

mula2 masuk je dah busy.

sy yg passive nih.. yg xbrp rajin nk join itu ini..

tibe jadik ala2 pelajar cemerlang pulak.

org yg masuk lg awal dr sy pn xdek sebusy tuh.

bukan sibuk organize event.

sibuk TERjadik participant.

hadoila.

me xdek la menyesal pn.

suka je..

mmg terrifying.

xpenah ade pengalaman gtuh.

tp..

ni la masanya.

xdek la takut sgt nk involve.. ble dah taw sume org pn same je level.

xdek la yg super brilliant.. or super terer..

main netball tu pn..menang sbb yg len pn same2 xpndai main.

just lucky je I guess.

debate pn sama.

conclusionnye.. best la join.

dpt kwn baru.

dpt try mende baru.

blajar mnde baru.

dpt duit.

dpt duk resort free.

dpt mkn n minum free.

business tu xleh ckp la

tp busy2 pn xdek la smpai tensen smpai nk pecah kepala

they're not that evil la..

until next time.

me want to hv lunch pulak!

:)

CEO's PA? oh mann..

hait!

today's my 4th day kat Merang Suria Resort nih.

oh..FYI, I'm joining GEMS

Graduate Employability Management Scheme

korg gugel jelah..mls nak cter pjg.

nak tdo neh :P

actually me dftr lmbt..so theres agak byk of things yg me tertinggal..

but I'm catching up

bcoz of dtg lmbt..

I got the position as CEO PA in my company.

seua 20 org..

everyone got jawatan masing2

ceo ke, hr manager ke.. finance ke..coo project ke..

mcm2 lah..

still blur2.. but itsokay.

the beginning is always like this.

me..malu2.

tibe2 nk kena jadik pa ceo.

ceo plk lelaki.

haih.. trouble btul nak kena deal ngan lelaki.

lg2..ble jadik pa.. maunye kena slalu update ngan beliau.

bkn x suka..

cuma.. ntah.. xreti nk berkomunikasi ngan lelaki.

hmm..awal lg kot.. nnti me sempoi2 lah kot ble dh ngam sket.

so..afraid lah..he might think me xpndai bwat keje ke ape..

ceo..hensem? haha.. boleh laa.. ngahahaha..

n ade la jgk some other participant yg not bad lah looks nye..hahaha

tp.. no feelings2 ea..:P

seyesly.. 

mebi sbb me waiting for sumone else...? :P

tp..tp..yg jadik mslhnye..sumone else nih..me think.. xtahu kot yg me like him

aiya..

me minat2 gtu jela..

tp..tp..minat gtu2 pn..

seems like.. me eyes not really terlekat to anyone here.

got time to online.. I'll go stalking his facebook..

his..twitter..

ni..minat2 gtu je ke?

aiya... me pn dh xsure.

minat..n like.. same ke?

=.=

tp..tp....kang melepas plk....

tgh byk pilihan nih.

HAHAHAH

adoi.. lari btol nawaitu.

ehh...xjgk.

i came here.. for few reasons.

i want to improve my skills

i want to de-freeze my brain

i want to get new frens

i want to get exposure..

exposure. u know la.. me ni jenis segan2 ngan lelaki..

kalo duk umah je.. ntah ble la nk dpt exposure kan..

seeing frens n cuzin now nearing to the married life

mane x jeles.

me..calon pn xdek lg.

haih..

who knows... my jodoh's here? hohohh

dude.. at least i hv the gut to berusaha..

not just tunggu jek kan.. I am too a capable person ok!

erk

falsafah apekah

okla.. me dah fenim2 lalats..

me cabut dulu ea..

hehe...hehehe...

hikhik..

kihkihkih... hohohhohh

....heeeee..

ok sy sudah gila

=.="

kau ade? :P

the lagu yg paling correct for this moment is...

"Save Me"

by Remy Zero

the chorus especially.

save me from temptations.

for digital single-lens reflex camera

 T___T

p/s: one of my ways to lesser the heat n the beat last nite is by downloading some photo editing softwares into my mobile phone. ohsum tahu takk!? bleh edit color, saturation, hue.. bleh bwat selective color..dah mcm photoshop dahh.. effect lg.. then ade software vintage cameras.. peh.. 6 vintage cameras tross.

DSLR, kau ade?? :P 

nah amik!

by The Little Orange Box

by Xolaroid 2000

by The Pinhole

by The FudgeCan

by Hipsteroku

 satu lg..er.. terdelete =.="

ni satu lg.. hasil software yg sy ckp bleh bwat selective color (dan bermcm2 lg effect ye :P), with photoshop-like function

fresh from phone derr.. xmen r nk transfer masuk lptop. then edit. then upload.

again.. kau ade? hah? hah? hah??  :P

fyi, me phone is sony ericsson experia mini pro. n..sy taw model nih da ade nama baru..  SE Mango ke ape ntah. haha..xdek mahal2 pnya pon. ok, mhl la sket..tp mampu milik r for student or..exstudent yg xbekerja lg nih. xdek nya ribu2.. dah keje kan aritu, dpt la dwet. boleh la beli.

lalala.. that's why it's a very good thing to invest into a phone with considerably great camera. with a bit of decent technology. ANDROID! hohohh


now I'm talking geek.
err.

si abg yg tegas. (tp comel! hehe)

tgk lah.

sangatttttt comel!!

garang jgk nmpk si abg tuh. hehe.. tp..kecik2 da nmpk ciri2 kepimpinan. hoho..baguih2

si adik comel je bg lidi, nk tukar ngan abg pnya..

kool je abg bg..

pkai sluar love2 lg.. kekeke

oh my

T_____T

terlalu comel!!

may someday dapat anak2 comel yg mcm ni ^^,

on caffein

harini sy nk merepek byk2. abaikan saya. ok?

all hyped up bcuz of a cup of coffee.

huah.. coffee. pnya la suke.

dgn bangganya sy mengaku yg sy ni coffee lover.

addicted ke?

ntah la..

ade la jgk simptom2 addicted.

tp.. sy suka rs dy.

however it tends to yellow me teeth.

itu yg kureng gemor tuh.

baru beli ubat gg jenama white glo. 

sbb colgate pnya mcm xdek beza mana pun..

berkesankah..?

well.. still early to conclude anything.

yeah.. senyuman yg menawan is the senyuman yg ade 2baris gg putih bersinar!

erk.

tp.. my gg nih.. abit xteratur. gg kapak tu..

n some of gg bwh.

hopefully someday.. dpt la psg braces.

huhu..

b4 kawen?

kekekekeke

tp..kalo b4 kawen..cam x smpt jek.

me da umo 22..

so.. mebi lg 2-3-4 tahun kot kawen..

kalo ade jodoh la ngan sape2..

braces maunye dlm 2 tahun gak kot. 

uhuks

tgk le cmne2..

me ni dh la takot nk g jumpe dentist.

trauma masa kena psg besi dulu..

rahang retak, sbb xcident.. so.. sebulan jgk la pkai mnde tuh.

sakit ok.

nk psg.. dh la bius abis mulut..

nk jerit.. tak kesampaian..

berlinangan air mata sajala..huhuks..

then.. in concious sy nmpk d doctors psg besi into my gusi..

huk..

mcm frankenstein je rs...

then.. masa nk cabut lg seram.

no bius!

uwaa...

bygkan la...

bleh rasa bila dy tarik dawai2 besi tu... bergeser ngan gigi..

gigi dlm gusi okeh.

er... cmne nk xplain.

erk..

apepun..kesimpulannye.. huu...trauma.........

hem.. nk merepek bnda len sbnrnye.

nk ckp psl kasut.

kasut kaler putih.

sememangnya sy suka warna putih. especially utk kasut..or..sandal..or..wedges..

bru ni jumpe satu kasut.. yg mcm kasut converse tu la..

kaler putih.

oh hensemnye~~

hem.. korean style..tapak sikit tinggi..

ala2 snsd gtew..

haha.. tp xdew la tiinggi bebeno.

seyesly berkenan.

ade sikit labuci..

uwah.. putih. kelemahannye: cepat nmpk kotor.

then.. ble basut pn.. dh xseputih asalnye.

so.. terpksa la sy amik yg hitam..

:P

terpksa tuh x tahan..

yela.. discount 70% kott..

from RM 50 plus plus..

jadik 18 hengget je.

mau x tergoda.

adehai..pompuan..pompuan..

me ni xdek la ske beli kasut mahal2..or branded.

xpenah beli pn BUM.

Converse pn.

cap mydin o giant je.

sobs.

ala.. janji nmpk kool sudah.

haha..

screw the brands.

hem. hitam pn ok gek.

nmpk lah stylo sket.

tp...me still heart white...wuu..

:P

then.. nk melalut ape lg ek.

oh ye.. previously ade ckp nk jadik mature kan?

inspired by other people..yg same umo tp..mature n professional.

me.. hmm.. mmg pesen dlm blog byk merepek kot.

sy sgt suka ckp..or tulis ape sj yg sy rs.

penting o x penting.

anything.

so.. like a quote..

'when it starts to be boring, I'll turn back being myself"

lebih krg cmtuh la kot.

haha..

huah.. teringat plk one of my goals dis year.

dslr. by d end of april.

ni keje x..

cmne nk cari duit...????

heish.. makes me dah xsenang duduk.

april.. lg 2-3 bulan kot.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

zarin, ko merepek tak sudah... mmg xde nya duit nk dtg kat ko.

pegi cari la!

yelah2..

da brp ari brazam nk kuar cari keje dkat2 umah neh.. b4 dpt keje yg lg kukuh..

tp..at the end.

xkuar2 jgk.

bad..bad.

zarin, ko kene kuar jgk ptg nih!

baekkk bos!

oh ye. satu mnde lg nk cter.

abah beli lg satu kete.

wee.. kete kancil je..tp.. really needed la..

skrg abah dah apply keje balik.

so..nnti beliau akan g keje.

adik g u. adik yg xde lsen moto.

umi pn keje.

so..everone gotta go somewhere.

which.. dlm musim2 hujan..yg I believe dah nk mengundurkan diri ni..

still.. a car is needed.

kancil. auto. dah ok sgt for young people like me n my sista.

nk pegi mana2 sng.

both of us mmg xdek lsen moto.

lg lah..

hohoh..

so..sgt2 ALHAMDULILLAH.

ktorg xde la kaya.. sederhana je. parents pn keje ma n nurse je.

tp..can be said berkemampuan la jgk. mebi sbb saving kot? ntah la..

xde r..darurat sgt. smpai pyh sgt.

n parents pn ade simpan duit dlm tabung haji utk me n my sista.

kiranya.. alhamdulillah sgt2.

kalo ikutkan...

dah bleh pegi haji dah.

tp..tp....hem.

bkn sy xnak. tp.. ade prsaan takut jgk.

sy byk dosa..

takut.. nnti ape2 berlaku. kat sana.

huu... zarin..zarin.....

ntah bila la nak betul2 jadi hamba yg baik ni?

huhuk..

psl prediction of Mayan people tu sgt menghantui sy.

dorg just ramal je ke..

or.. ade pengiraan tertentu..?

then.. penah bace artikel..

kiamat happens pd hari jumaat.. or..in ramadhan..

ke sy slh bace..?

ha.. terjumpe satu..

Nu'aim bin Hammad meriwayatkan dengan bahwa Rasulullah saw. Pernah bersabda: Bila telah muncul suara di bulan Ramadhan, maka akan terjadi huru-hara di bulan Syawwal...". Kami bertanya: "Suara apakah, ya Rasulullah?"

Beliau menjawab: "Suara keras di pertengahan bulan Ramadhan, pada malam Jum'at, akan muncul suara keras yang membangunkan orang tidur, menjadikan orang yang berdiri jatuh terduduk, para gadis keluar dari pingitannya, pada malam Jum'at di tahun terjadinya banyak gempa. Jika kalian telah melaksanakan shalat Subuh pada hari Jum'at, masuklah kalian ke dalam rumah kalian, tutuplah pintu- pintunya, sumbatlah lubang- lubangnya, dan selimutilah diri kalian, sumbatlah telinga kalian. Jika kalian merasakan adanya suara menggelegar, maka bersujudlah kalian kepada Allah dan ucapkanlah: "Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Rabb kami Al- Quddus!", karena barangsiapa melakukan hal itu akan selamat, tetapi barangsiapa yang tidak melakukan hal itu akan binasa.

so.. cmne? 

me not saying mmg kompem tahun ni kiamat.

there's a possibility.

tp..kan..ade ckp kiamat dtg mengejut.

so.. bleh jadik ble2 masa saja.

kenapa takut kiamat?

kenapa takut mati?

takut xsmpat nk betul2 jadi hamba yg patuh?

takut xsmpat nk prepare?

takut xsmpat nk sediakan bekal.. ?

hem..

deep in my heart sy mmg aware.

tp xdek tindakan.

why...?

er.. tibe2 jadi serius.

bile dah high ni.. mmg xstable skit.

huhu..

(nnti nk letak under what label ni..?huhu)

erm...

psst... 

bru ni.. chat skali lagik ngan guy yg sy ade crush tuh

tu pn sbb i request to follow him on twitter. then me tegur. then..he buzzed me kat fb..chat kt ctuh sbb lg private.

haha.. bunge2 skjp

abes kontrol kool xmo bg obvious.

lol

dy da ade gf kot.. so.. ala.. minat pn salah ka?

dah terminat.. nk bwat cmne..

:P

tp..tp...he asked for my number lah!

haha.. 

zarin..ko jgn nk perasan lebih2. 

a friend mtk number.. no big deal ok?

yelah2.

xlebih dr hrp dy msg je.

ak xdek nye nk start msg. (since he miscalled n i got his number too lah.. wakaka)

tp.. me dun like to interrupt. i mean. i won't be d first to start. not me style. just keep it kool.

i can hear lah d setan..

told me to wish he wud clash wif dat girl n pick me.

lol.. jahat pnya setan.. shuh..shuh..

so.. MR RIGHT, cepat cari saya! .. sblm sy brgn mcm2 ngan org yg salah..

haha..

er.. i think i gotta stop.. sblm mcm2 mnde lg sy cter kt cni.

I missed you yesterday.

same goes today.

sadly. u don't know anything of this.

fickle heart..?

should or shouldn't

hm.

in dilemma.

I'm currently applying for this job.

as RA.

kat UM.

but..most people know rite.. ble jadik RA nih, usually..akan sambung master.

sy nk je sambung master......

tp..... sy nk smbung kt oc.

huu..

then, the Dr yg cari RA tuh..

in bidang Bioinformatic.

ohmy. mnde yg sy xdek involve pn sblm nih.

minat? ntah la..sbb xtaw mnde ape..xtaw interesting ke x..

tp..nmpk cam complicated jek.

mnde2 berkaitan softwares..

DNA sequencing sume tuh..

oh sungguh aku blurr.

bidang sains ni.. yg sy lebih minat is microbiology. genetics pn minat jgk. tp agak tricky..so..takut xdpt nk catch up. mnde2 yg berkaitan medical pn sy suka. maybe sbb ade darah nurse n ma? hoho

hem. tp sbb jadik RA.. ade la income sket.

RA je yg sy berkenan.

RA kat universiti out of Tganu.

opportunity to go out of Tganu.

then.. fifi said she'll to rekemen me to the Dr..

I mean.. she rekemen me to the akak yg carikan RA tu..then akak tu rekemen me to the Dr.

sbb akak tu baik (rsnye) ngan fifi...

so.. kalo jadi pn, ade la jgk member yg dikenali kt sana..

xdek la terkontang kanting seorg diri.

hmm

mengenai belajar di oversea.

masalah pertama.. cost.

i tot nk keje dulu.. kumpul duit untuk sambung belajar.

seems mcm pyh jek nk cari biaya..

sy pn xde la cari thoroughly lg mengenai itu..

assumption aja.

then.. got tests. yg dgr2nye mhl?

IELTS..n TOEFL.. btul ke x ntah eja nya..

cmne kalo xpass? tp itu next pnya crita kan. haruslah bersungguh2 kalo nk pass..

usaha dulu..jgn sibuk takut xpass ke hape.

hadoilamak...

seriously.... ak akan keja in bio-related field?

huu.. sy salu je brangan..someday akan jadi usahawan. someone in business.

hem. kena cari calon usahawan lah kalo cmtuh. hahaha :P

bukan hape.. usahawan ni makes a lot of money.

productive.

so..at least I want my children ade darah usahawan.

so that they will able to hv a comfortable life.

xsemestinya kena kaya to have a comfortable life...

yeap I know.. but it wudn't be a waste for my chiledren to hv interest to being an usahawan rite.

haha.. jauh nyela mikir :P

yela.. ape2 keputusan yg sy buat skrg demi anak2 sy tahu..

I really want to be a good parent.

so.. begitulah..

ape2pun.. tggu explanation akak tu la dulu..

huhu

let go

today I let go one opportunity to get hold of a DSLR.

sobs :'(

a guy, school senior of mine..

asked if I wanted to join him pegi shooting.

erk. bkn shooting drama or sy jadik model ye.

pegi tgkap gmbr. belajar.

oh.

kalo la sy ni lelaki yg jenis really go for it..

mmg da pegi KT join skali.

tp.. it's a girl here.

so..haruslah sy stay behind the barrier.

tibe2 nk ikut some guy.. me.. yg hardly kuar ngan lelaki ni?

oh.. how culture shock.

 

sy pn xkenal mana ngan dy.

penah jumpe n tego skali je..

tu pn terjumpa kt McD.

kebetulan..

then I knew he's a kaki DSLR when I saw a huge lens-ed DSLR in his hands.

bapak lah. mahal tu... lens pjg n besau gtuh..mau seribu dua kot..

huhuks.

dh la bwk moto beso. keje ape la gamoksnye ye...

so..

i had to say sorry la kan..

xterpegi la plk ke KT tuh.

btw musim hujan skrg.. mls nk kuar.

teman pn xdek.

DSLR-gadget yg penting itu pn xdek.

haha..alasan.

sy tau sgt je.. puak2 yg men DSLR nih salunye ade la spare..kurg2 sebijik.

kalo dh ajak, kompem la ade untuk dipinjamkan.

tak gtu..?

hehe..

argh..tempting!

kang xpasal ak kuarkan dwet tabung haji bwat beli dslr sebijik. hishh..

zarin....duit tu, nk bwat pegi haji or umrah..kan?

prioritize zarin..

ala.. nnti ble da keje, ganti la balik.. huhu..

hmm..ntah la..

KIV la dulu.. kalo dah asek tgk gmbr2 lawa.. DSLRs sume.. mmg la jadik tempting.

cube tak tgk..

hm.. yelah2.. tgk la cmne2.....

kelaparan apakah

sy bru lepas makan.

nasi..

plus ikan 3 rasa..

plus tomyam..

plus ayam masak halia..

plus telur bungkus..

plus kailan ikan masin..

plus teh o ais limau..

40minit yg lalu.

15minit yg lalu saya masih kenyang.

sekarang..saya lapar balik.

=.="

perut gajah mana la dlm badan nih.

mkn byk..bkn nk naik pn berat.

kalo jarum penimbang tu move lebih dari 46 pn da sgt suka.

which is.. rarely happen.

nak gene? amik la kalo bleh :P

n give me some easy-berisi gene ea?