"manade cantik...bese2 je.."

are yaar... kiya hua?

hehe.. 

mood 3 idiots

tp bkn nk ckp psl 3 idiots pn.

today I post my thoughts as fb status after ternampak satu gmbr one of my typically friend.

surprisingly, rmai lah plk yg like.

xde ape pun. bkn gmbr pelik2 yaw.

she's a girl yg pkai tudung labuh, smiled n pose sket tepi cermin.

xde ape sgt pn kan.

cume.. yg makes me more rs nak gelak n sedikit annoyed is.. comment2 kt bwh tu.

mostly, org puji lah.. mmg bdk tuh cun pn. sy tgk pn.."eh, sape ni? junior skolah ak ke? cun lah jugak"

then she replied.."eh, xdelah.. bese2 je.." or " ishh... huduh je ni.."

dan seangkatan dgnnye lah.

ni bkn based on her pic je lah..

based on gmbr2 org len jgk lah..

nk bwat cmne.. fren list 1000 lebih, mcm2 berita lah kuar kt homepage.. (kite bkn retis ni, xdpt lah nk 2000 lebih frens..keh3)

makes me thinks..

that girl td.. seems nice. but, perhaps it'll be nicer if she didn;t upload the pic. makes her seems a humble n shy person.

ok, shy di sini bkn pemalu yg smpai nk ckp pn susah. shy=malu yg tahu melindungi harga diri. yg xsewenang-wenangnye memaparkan kecantikan diri pada sebarang org. 

so.. makes me abit upset lah. 

tell me again, what's the motive of uploading such pics at the first place?

obviously nk dipuji. xbyk pn sikit. elehh..xpyh la nk deny. sy juge pernah jek. haha..

skali skale so, I clearly know ape perasaannye bile ade org puji. kompom kembang leww..

kalo nk ckp dari sudut islamik.. bkn ke, perhiasan pling indah pd wanita adelah sifat malu? then.. kecantikan tu.. bkn ke patutnye tunjuk pd suami? bkn la suruh ngan org len kne huduh2..ishh.. cume.. mksd sy.. simpan la kecantikan tu..mesti hepi punyelah kalo ur husb is the 1st guy to see how actually beautiful you are.. again, pndapat sy lah. ngan org len bese2 dh la.. xpyh nk cantik super2 sgt. just be appear nice n sedap mata memandang dh la.

(btulla.. perasaan nk dipuji tu yg dorong nk upload gmbr2 cmtu. siyesly.. ckp jujo ni)

but, xleh nk slhkan bdk tuh jgk. xpenah pn nmpk dy upload sblm nih. mebi dy just nk try market? sy dulu pn..upload satu dua yg konon2nye cun pn motifnye just nk try market jgk. hahaha.

erk.. ni bkn nk hentam bdk tu jela. ni ckp secara overall. nmpk kelakar bile org puji then ckp 'ehh..bese2 jela..' i mean, uploading posed pics..cute looking..with obvious intention to obtain pujian.. rs..x necessary kot. 

ni pendapat sy lah.

kalo nk upload gmbr ngan member2, xpe lah. at least motive utk share gmbr beraktiviti ke ape ke..

u'll know what kind of gmbr that i said 'obvious intention to obtain pujian'. u just know. even depends pd niat masing2 yg mebi kte xtahu, still.. what's the motive.

(sy rs..sy da mula ckp berbelit-belit....)

my point is.. xperlu lah kot nk upload gmbr solo, posing2 cun or cute. bikin riak je nnti bile org duk puji2. xbaik utk kesihatan~

tak takot ke nnti ade org save as dlm komputer? kalo dpt kt org yg berniat jahat cmne..

then.. ble org puji tu.. beri la jwpn brilliant skit. jgn la ckp.."huduh je ni.." sume org cntik. cntik dgn cara masing2. how dare ckp God's creation huduh. xbersyukur kah? how about.." ha'ah, mmg aku cantik ponn" ? hahaha

to me.. sorg pompuan tu cantik.. bile selalu senyum. pkai tdung (seems nicer).. less make up..but not selekeh. simply, pkai la bdak..pkai lipbalm ke sket.. basics lah. xde la nmpk berminyak je muke, bibir pn pucat lesi xbermaya.. n then, girls yg xberfesyen2 sgt. sometime fashion tends to make people to look odd. simple2 sudaa. then.. yg suka memasak. xsemestinya pakar, bcoz nk obtain kepakaran tu mebi susah kot. at least ade keinginan nk rajin ke dapur lah. then.. girls yg kemas n bersih. yg suka budak-budak. girls yg solat n mengaji.. yg peramah dan cerdik. yg hormat org tua.. ckp softly2 gtew..

bcoz beauty ni sgt subjective.. 

I choose to look the beauty that appeals from inside. lelaki ke pompuan..same je.

=this is one of facebook's contras. makes people tend to upload unnecessary photos in it. so.. results yg kebanyakannye unnecessary pun timbul lah jgk=

jatuh sakit

eurghhh.. ngantoknye =.=

tp bru pkul 10.16.

haih. cmne neh?

nk cter ape?

ntah la..

mamai jek rs..

td ade idea nk tulis ape.

dah lupe plk.

haiyyaa...

urm..

btw, nenek sy xsihat sejak akhir2 ni.

xlarat nk bwat ape.

makan xlalu..

demam da ok dah..

she said it started ms hari raya haji bru nih.

lepas tgk lembu kena sembelih semua.

sblm ni ok jek. kali ni....ntah. jadi mabuk gtu.

huhu..

so, org tua.. besa la.. rs sakit2 ni gara2 tgk lembu2 tu la.

smpai skrg bkn takat xbleh mkn daging lembu, dgr perkataan lembu tu sndiri pn xbleh.

huhu..

nk bwk pegi spital, beliau xnak.

takut xdek org nk jage katanya.

haih..

ade sgt je laa..

sy pn.. ada pegi tdo umah nek dua-tiga hari nih.

sbb xdek org kt umah dy.

ayah ren keje mlm. 

hopefully, if anyone yg rerajin terview belog sy ni.. tlg la doakan kesembuhan beliau skali ek. huhu

(oh..idea td da dtg balik..tp siyes sy super ngantuk. off dulu lah kot..)

till then, bye~

aidiladha, dreams & 2pm in town!

hai, salam aidilAdha~

byk nk bercerita nih..tp cam mls pulak nk menaip. ngantok sbnrnye, siang td whole day traveling balik Dungun.

penat.

bg point jelah. aci?

1. raya haji, bese2 je.. adela berjalan ke rumah sdara2 sbrg dua. ada bwat qurban. kerbau.

2. for 3 days berturut-turut duk mimpi guys yg penah@ sedang minat. heran bin ajaib. xdek plk terpikir. adoii. ari tu si 'A', next day si 'J' plk.. then esoknya lg si 'I' plk.LOL :P

3. paham takk dlm duk google psl ikan yg seolah2 tawaf bile dgr takbir, then jumpe la satu blog nih (yg mmg la ade cter psl ikan tu)..then from that blog juge saye dapat tahu 25th ni 2PM got asia tour kt stadium merdeka! 

(nickhun: kualla llumporr :P)

ok, sincerely..masa mula2 tgk, I was like..
"oh my God! kena pergi nih! opportunity nk jumpe abam taecyeon n chansung nihh!!!"
tu 1st impression lah.
then ble da rasa rasional sket..
(after da tgk ticket price n all jugak..)
"zarinn, ko xkannye pegi konsert bagai nih. mmg la minat 2pm tu(T__T), tp.. u wudn't go that far kan? come on la zarin, be rational okay?"

so..okaylah. sy pn mana minat pergi konsert2 neh. xde nak brgn2 pn..
eii..dh la rmai org, bising2.. sempit, lemas.. imagine saje pn da geleng2 kpale.

tp..kalo 'kebetulan' g KL time tuh..'ter'lalu stadium negara.. n 'ter' tunggu abam2 perkasa tuh kuar.. aci x? ngahaha..
alaaa... tgk bumbung je pn boleh la...
knowing ade abam2 perkasa under that roof at that moment pn da ckup baik dahh..

(harap mklum anda sudah berlagak sperti peminat yg fanatik n psiko ok)

haihh.. dunia..dunia..
dah tahu hiburan semata-mata yg xdek faedah apepun, still nk amik tahu. huhu..
mnde2 ni la yg menjauhkan ak dr igt pd Allah..

tp....... still layan gak..hmm :(

chansung lg! kekeke

you know what.. smlm saye mimpi chansung lg!! kekeke..

(sy ade cter x ms sy mimpi g picnic ngan chansung n d geng? rs cam pernah.. tp..mls la plk nk cter lg yg tu..huhu)

okeh..kali ni, mimpi chansung injured. ke..ade hal ape ntah.. yg bwat dy xdpt nk perform utk konsert.

bleh dy mntak tlg sy utk gantikan..??!

humang aih..

gile hape.

so.. kte ni pn duk pulun r menghafal step.

lirik lagi.

akrobatik trus kott.. huhu..

demimu chansung..cewahh.. go on jela..i want to look impressive in his eyes. ngahaha :P

ku tempuh jua.

but this time the feeling is not like the previous mimpi where sy sgt la amat malu ngan dy masa tuh.

kali ni sempoi je..

ckp bahasa melayu rilek je.. hahaha

(ni msti sbb tertgk album chansung smlm kt fesbuk. tpnye.. tgk sbb TERtgk je.. dah ade kt sidebar tuh. tgk pn satu album je. parox.. trus masuk mimpi kau..=.=")

neves la jgk. konsert kot. kte neh da la TERER ckp bahasa korea. adoyai..

smpai abes duk hafal lirik..

part of me nak je sambung mimpi tuh. tp..other part nak cepat2 sedar dr mimpi.. sbb takut nk naik stage. lirik xigt lg..huuu.. mampus!

so..akhirnye keputusan dibuat. 

"Zarin, cepat bukak mate! cepat bangun dr mimpi!!"

dan... begitulah ending kisah sy ngan chansung smlm.

heuheuheu

p/s: fanatik kah aku...?

Jay's coming back..? nehh..

hye.nk cter something neh.remember when I told you about this one guy yg I minat masa kt umt dulu..?ala.. yg nicknamed as Jay tu laa..

hmm..I dunno la..we chat quite frequently sjak akhir2 nih. kat fesbukwhere he's d one who started it.

dy tahu ke aku minat dy ritu? haih.. apesal tibe2 rajin plk chat ngan ak neh. dah la xde sengal2 mcm awal2 ktorg chat dulu.

mase mula2 tegur kt fesbuk, ade la jgk komen ke, chat ke ape..

tp mostly cam meloyar je.. merepek.. kona sana sini. 

ak..ble da dgr khabar2 angin yg dy da nak bertunang lah.. nak kawen lah ape lah..xde r nk minat sgt dah.  yela..org da berpunye, bwat ape nk berharap. kueng2.. lgpn..minat gtu2 je.. bukanye tahap head over heal.  so, anggap as senior jela.. sbb tu xde nak cover2 sgt dah..hahaha. in my eyes..this guy sengal sangat ghupenye.

but lately, mcm kureng je merepeknye. huhu. sort of direct je. ok, ade la guraunye. tp..xde r mengom2 pnya tahap kesengalannye ituh. mildly la org kate.

ke aku je yg prasan lebih2 ni? adoyai..

smpt lg bleber kt ak.. suh pkai spek je, sbb nmpk lg educated. (n lg comel. haha.. xtipu ok. :P)

i was like.. erk..apekah. ske ati la nk pkai spek ke x. nak gak ak merasa tak berspek. uh..

i mean.. why's he telling me what not to do or..what looks good in his eyes?

ok..mgkin ak yg terlebih prsn kot. again.

mebi he's just saying what he thinks.nothing more or less.

lgpn..mebi sbb ak salu update status n pkcik tuh nyer fren list xde r rmai sgt.. so, terperasan la kalo ak update pape kn. ade r rs nak menegur. logik r kan.

ahh.. ak je yg prsn lebih nih.. ish.. dy kan da ade kak _ _ _. da heboh kot.. kunun2 dorg xde r declare ke ape, tp..masing2 taw r suke atr satu same len. ak paham la sbb ak pn penah cenggitu. ops.

haha. last2..ak jgk yg xdek calon nk bergosip. haih.. zmn kegemilangan da lame berlalu daa.. 

bru nk minat kat org itu ini.. taw2 da ade gosip ngan dat gurl n this gurl. haih. ni mls nk minat kat sape2 nih. LOL 

kat manelah awk ni Mr Right. jenuh tunggu tahu..huhu