it's over..but.....

at last....
it's over...the final exam for 4th sem..Alhamdulillah..
but, I'm not as happy as I thought I would..

the last paper...I think, it's d worst. Worse than biostatistic.. huu..
It's like...I didn't even prepare. I was totally in blank.
I admit, I didn't prepare properly. My mind was totally at my hometown, Dungun..
NO MOOD to study at all... tp, kalu tak stdy... Hancurlah..so, pksa diri jgk study..
badan pun dah sakit2, sbb tdo merata2.. nk stdy punya keja..
metabolism dah kucar kacir, antibody pun mesti dah tak kuat sbb rehat yg tak menentu..
kalau nk sakit pn, no wonder la..

I don't like repeat2 course ni...tp, mengingatkan kembali paper tissue culture td..possibility sgt tinggi.. huk2.. (jadi repeater? oh, noo.. rosak record akademikku)

Apepun, Ia dah berlalu...buat ape difikirkan sangat kan? menyakitkan hati ade la.. Tawakkal je r, smoga Allah lembutkan hati pemeriksa...fuh3..

Tinggal beberapa hari saja lagi nak praktikal. Kat hospital tanah merah, Kelantan. Keje2 lab.. I hope that I'll gain something yg bermakna.. experience bekerja.. walaupun xdpt elaun (kerajaan kn..huu), xpe la..I like being in hospital. Bau hospital best.. walaupun ada je orang tak suka..huhu..

masa kecik2 dulu, selalu sgt pergi hospital. Yela, sebelah sekolah je. ayah keje kat situ. kalu ayah lambat amik saya, saya pergi je hospital..duk kt ofis~ kwn2 ayah pn knal je..
"ni anak wan ismail mari ni.."

2 month of practical, n then cuti satu bulan.. Julai ni, my beloved senior kawen..2 org.. huhu...dua2 23 tahun..
nak pegi sangat2, tp..masa tu dah start sem.. susah..transport plk xde... kalu ade drebar best jgk..hehe, leh tumpang~ jimat pitis.. tu pun, kalu ade kelapangan (sgt2 berharap)

hari ni motor bwat hal lagi...merajuk agaknye..dah puas pujuk pn xjadi ape jgk.. pagi td, elok je start...ptg ni dh K.O. adoyai...ntah ape mslhnye.. dah la tayar pncit..kene tukar. dah pecah2 kat alur dy..

lusa dh nak bwk balik dungun..(oleh kerana saya xde lesen motor, just lesen kete.. so..my dad la yg bwk motor..saya bawak kete..hee..it'll be my first time to drive alone from UMT to dungun..takut2 jgk nih..)

tp, masih ade rs gumbira terselit di hati..
Yay, next sem da jadi supersenior... dah nak abes blajar~~ then dapatlah kiranya ku cuti lama2 after that.. nak sambung master, if ade rezeki.. kerja? hurm..mcm muda sgt je..nanti2 lah fikir..setahun lagi kot nak grad.. I'Allah~

dah lame nak update, tp x berkesempatan..byk je draft kat dashboard tu.. sekuel KIST pn ade.. mcm2 cerita la..tp, x smpat nak edit btul2 lg...huhu..dah bersawang agaknye..

ape pun, we all have to look forward. stop complaining about yesterdays =)
hidup bknlah semudah yg diharapkan..tp, taklah sesukar yg dibayangkan~