should or shouldn't

hm.

in dilemma.

I'm currently applying for this job.

as RA.

kat UM.

but..most people know rite.. ble jadik RA nih, usually..akan sambung master.

sy nk je sambung master......

tp..... sy nk smbung kt oc.

huu..

then, the Dr yg cari RA tuh..

in bidang Bioinformatic.

ohmy. mnde yg sy xdek involve pn sblm nih.

minat? ntah la..sbb xtaw mnde ape..xtaw interesting ke x..

tp..nmpk cam complicated jek.

mnde2 berkaitan softwares..

DNA sequencing sume tuh..

oh sungguh aku blurr.

bidang sains ni.. yg sy lebih minat is microbiology. genetics pn minat jgk. tp agak tricky..so..takut xdpt nk catch up. mnde2 yg berkaitan medical pn sy suka. maybe sbb ade darah nurse n ma? hoho

hem. tp sbb jadik RA.. ade la income sket.

RA je yg sy berkenan.

RA kat universiti out of Tganu.

opportunity to go out of Tganu.

then.. fifi said she'll to rekemen me to the Dr..

I mean.. she rekemen me to the akak yg carikan RA tu..then akak tu rekemen me to the Dr.

sbb akak tu baik (rsnye) ngan fifi...

so.. kalo jadi pn, ade la jgk member yg dikenali kt sana..

xdek la terkontang kanting seorg diri.

hmm

mengenai belajar di oversea.

masalah pertama.. cost.

i tot nk keje dulu.. kumpul duit untuk sambung belajar.

seems mcm pyh jek nk cari biaya..

sy pn xde la cari thoroughly lg mengenai itu..

assumption aja.

then.. got tests. yg dgr2nye mhl?

IELTS..n TOEFL.. btul ke x ntah eja nya..

cmne kalo xpass? tp itu next pnya crita kan. haruslah bersungguh2 kalo nk pass..

usaha dulu..jgn sibuk takut xpass ke hape.

hadoilamak...

seriously.... ak akan keja in bio-related field?

huu.. sy salu je brangan..someday akan jadi usahawan. someone in business.

hem. kena cari calon usahawan lah kalo cmtuh. hahaha :P

bukan hape.. usahawan ni makes a lot of money.

productive.

so..at least I want my children ade darah usahawan.

so that they will able to hv a comfortable life.

xsemestinya kena kaya to have a comfortable life...

yeap I know.. but it wudn't be a waste for my chiledren to hv interest to being an usahawan rite.

haha.. jauh nyela mikir :P

yela.. ape2 keputusan yg sy buat skrg demi anak2 sy tahu..

I really want to be a good parent.

so.. begitulah..

ape2pun.. tggu explanation akak tu la dulu..

huhu