Sunday, January 22, 2012

broke ups hurt but God knows better. cheer!


break ups hurt
terlebih lg kpd org yg terlebih empathy cam sy nih.

either I'm in the story
or someone else's.

been there, so i clearly know how it feels like.
now..

i heard 2 of my frens broke up.
I'm not gonna say their name..
just.. hear me.
the story.

both girls stat kapel since freshmen year. 1st year lah tu maksudnya. 
but i didn't pay such attention lah. mls nak amik taw sgt.
just taw la dorg kapel.
sume satu kelas.
ngan sy.

skrg.. dah abeh blajar.
people say, adat lah.. kapel masa kat uni je..
after dat mgkin dah tak sehaluan atau ape2 lah.

i heard.. this couple A..
I can see la the girl nmpk gak setia.
i tot they btol2 serius.
dah siap jumpa parents kot.

sy..suka la.. ble dah jumpe parent nih.
nmpk la official sikit.
sy xdek la menentang sgt kapel2 nih..
kapel la..tp..nnti kawen la..
jgn kapel suka2 je..

sadly..after dah grad..they broke up. why? me dunno.
the guy seems to like another girl he met in a program.
with all jiwang2 words in his FB.
kdg2 mcm dah psiko plk sy tgk.

sblm2 ni..xde pun tulis mnde2 gtu..
n rumors told me that..the guy xmo make it public sgt la ms ngan kwn sy nih.

"ape punya lelaki!!" bisik hati

her bestfren told me that parent the guy tuh dah suke sgt dah kat my fren tuh. siap nk pjuk lg si guy tuh..suh pk balik. 
eii..geram btulla. my fren tu xdek la kurangnye. comel je. baik. 

eii...si guy tuh igt dah kacak sgt ke nk cari lain? 
geram!

tp..salah that guy kah?
mungkin la..dorg mmg dah xde jodoh.
but.. seems like semudahnya beliau berubah hati.

ntah la...

then the other kapel.
kapel B.
rsnya dorg pn since freshmen year.
i heard la that guy tu sort of kuat kontrol.
kuat jealous.
salu jgk la my fren kena tengking2 ngan dy.
(smpai one day..my fren xtahan..nah amik! kena sebijik penampar kat muka. padan muka!)

hm.
that guy tu org penting la jgk.
byk nk kena bersosial.
jumpe rmai pompuan.

n...
masa tahun akhir, i keep seeing that guy ngan other girl. our classmate lah jgk.
sy xheran mana pn.. sbb dorg satu projek, so byk nak kena bincang sama2.

...........tp.. byk kali lah jgk bersama-sama nya.

"aii.. si _____ x jeles ke.. ngan ______ je memanjang nih. kalau aku..aii......" bisik hati.

so skrg.. after they broke up, mmg the guy kapel ngan si classmate td.

hmm..
*sebak nak marah

meaning.. mebi that guy mmg dah main2 perasaan ngan si classmate while still wif my fren tuh.
(*prasangka semata2..ishk2)

ls la nk cter pjg2.. lari matlamat.
the point nye here..

is it really true guys bleh brubah hati secepat tuh?
how dare la..

so... not-loyal.

haih.. ni bikin makin pyh nk pupuk kepercayaan kt lelaki nih.
igt pompuan ni mainan ke?
sy rs..most of us girls kapel pn.. matlamatnye nk kawen.
bkn suka2.

like me.. myself.
skrg single mingle.
slowly searching la jgk for the possible Mr Right..
tp.. ape yg sy imagine.. bkn nak dating cmne..or..g tgk wayang sesame.. 
but.. what our life might be after the marriage.
sweet things.. like masak sama2.. how to teach our children ke.. date n honeymoon..
ptg2 kuar jln2 tepi pntai same2..
(cewah.. imagine xpenah xterlebih..muahahaha)

ala.. ape2 yg xperlu nk kaver2 utk dibuat lah..

(eh..ni mcm dah lari point je..)
skali lg..
why la guys r so un-trust-able.
i know not everyone begituh tp.. seeing byk sgt kecurangan..or..ketidakseriusan...
sedikit sbyk glooms the trust la..

still.. i believe everything happen for reasons.
i dun remember the correct sentence.. but.. something..
" maybe one's destiny is to enter ur life, but not to stick in it. they walk away once their purpose is done.. God has planned everything for you. that guy perhaps just a small part in ur long ongoing story"

p/s: anti btol la cter2 break ups nih. eurgh!

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