whoaa.. its webbing here!

oh my god!

It has been ages since the last time I wrote. Well, wanita berkerjaya takkan nk mengadap blog je all the time. *phuii

Nothing much to tell. Just singgah2. Enslaved with Astro almost 2 years. Gila! Never thought I made it this far. Damn challenging. Orang2 macho perkasa n kuat mental je boleh tahan! **LOL

Hm.. sy tulis jela ape sy nk tulis.

Lapar ni.. makan roti canai je harini. Balik kampung, jaga adik, since both parents ada kursus. Anak sulung, bese lah. Adik bradik pulak sikit. So, above all...family first!

Skrg umah sgn dlm proses renovation. nak tmbah bilik air in each of the rooms. lubang sana sini. Dad nk pulak renovate atap..ala2 mcm resort T__T.. I heard he took my Tabung haji funds ** kidding :P

So..life's getting busier each and every day. I have 2 jobs now. Had too lah.. impian kemain byk, nak achieve macam mana kalau takat makan gaji. Ala..stnadard la org zaman skrg ada byk2 keje. Cumanya, orang manja mcm sy ni.. trouble sikit la nk keluar conform zone. 

Xpe, we're anak2 sulung.. mana boleh nk selesa selalu. Berbakti habeh2 utk parent, then..bile dah kawen... follow husband. **hopefully dear husband, jgn limit sgt la pergerakan sy.. u do ur stuff..i too do my stuff. settle ;)

So..this sept n Nov..I'm goint to ke luar negara! hoyeh!! Its been a very long whileee after the last time I went jalan2..

Sekarang ni tengah demam duk byg2 tmpt nk travel.. nk pose mcm mana.. nk pkai stylo2.. nk amik scenery best2.. nk mkn best2.. *ok bab mknn tu..mcm nk kena mkn megi je? huuu..igt senang nk cari mknn vogue2 yg halal??*

Okeh, kelaparan bermaharajalela. I shud go and find something to eat.

Till then, XOXO


**p/s: forget the fling post. its already expired. Fall for wrong person. haha.. but we're friends now. zero awkwardness!

fling

Assalamualaikum!

Hi! Perghhh lama gila x update blog. Sibuk and byk sgt bnda tertangguh n dah tercerita kat orang. Sekarang dh kurang berahsia, so citer kat awek2 je terus.

So, why now? Haa.. xdek event besar pun nak diceritakan. Life's ok. Busy here and there, mengejar status outstanding so that I can leave rich. Haha. Melancong? Tak sempat la nak usha.. usha pn, cuti bukan depa nak approve. Buat sakit hati je request. You know la how I don't like rejections. I have lots of leave allocations left, tiap kali aku nak plot, time tu la depa reject. Reject je keje. Hish

Ah.. kite singgah ni bkn nak cite psl keje. Sorry2.

So.. how's everyone? Haha.. aku cakap ngan sape neh.. =.=" bersawang macam nu, aa ke orang sudi nak bace?

Urm.. cmni. Skang kite tgh main satu game ni. (Game ke?)

Urmm..ish, cam segan pulak nak cerita.

Urm.. camni.. kat ofis, bese la kan.. boring kalo keje je all the time. And sometimes duk ngusha handsome guys and pretty girls. So, like me..yg mmg currently xdek commitment with anyone, I usha sbyk yg boleh la. Hahaha.. eye candy je pon. Kite ni pasif bab2 mengorat, tgk dari jauh jela. Haha.

So i sort of have this list, guy number 1-4 since early days i work there. One after one removed themselves from the list, except num 1.

I like looking at him. From afar la, of course. Dia team lain, so..lagi kurang la peluang nak terbercakap dgn dia. Handsome la to me. But seems a bit arrogant. Jalan mmg tak engok orang. Tp bila dia senyum to his friends, hai manisnyaa.. hahaha

I notice dia mmg xbercakap ngan orang dia tak kenal, i mean..team lain, or yg mcm xdek kaitan dengan dia. So, harapan laa nk terbercakap ngan dia.

So me and my dear girlfriends, we gossip a lot about guys at the office. Lately they keep pushing me to get to know him. Duhh.. aku nak approach mcm mana guy mcm tu. Nak bwat2 bertembung pun pyh, since dia xtgk org. Lagi la nk accidentally tersenyum..or bercakap.

Until, one of my girls nak jadi org tgh, since she quie rapat to his friend.

Push punya push, so now he knows that I'd like to be friends with him. Mak aih.. ni bkn aku cmni..huaaaahhhh..sungguh bukan aku la nak mula dulu.

But he says he's ok to be friends and all. Skang pun dh berani tegur depan2..

Tp yg aku rasa comel.. bila around our friends yg jd irg tengah, ok je bertegur..ckp balik naik ape and all..

Tp bile only me and him yg bertembung, we smiled awkwardly and blah. Haha.. keras xtaw nak ckp ape. Hahaha.. aku malu la wei, sbb in this situation its me who like him and approach him. And i am not even a daring kind if girl on. Ni semua sbb depa ni la duk push sgt. Oh what have i become?

So..here's he thing yg bothering me right now. Ak kan dh lama tak feeling2 cmni.. years n years ago. I am afraid if he thinks i am too pushy. (Tp...kitorg bru skali dua je pon bertegur..tak sempat pn nak trasa pushy..haha).. or adakah dia pk ak ni gedik sgt nk kenal dia. Oh peliss laa.. if he does think dat way, i'll stop thinking ahout him right away. Haha.

So now he has my num, i have his. Well i have his long tome ago, got from the staff list. Secretly.

So now... (brp kali byk so ntah) aku ke yg nak mula wassap dia? Nak tego kat email pon, ketar jari nk press enter.. usahkan nk wasap.

But.. the way he's not being the one who initiates makes me think.. am I the only one playing in this game? Malu wei paham tak.. eurghh..

This fancy thing makes me weak. Being bothered by a stranger guy, wondering when will he wassap me, what does he feel about me and all.. eurghh.. knape nak sibuk pk psl sume ni? Better pikir nak lepak mana ngan grilfriends, possible travel trips ke ape.

Haha.. nak je hide post ni, tp sape je pn yg bace.. so, buat tak taw jela. Tgk la nnti jd cmne. Lets be strong in stealth mode. Maintain macho broo! Dont lose your ego yet. Muahahaaha.. jgn pk byk sgt, korg bknnye ada ape2 pon. Still too early to buat mcm2 assumptions. Alrite?

D is 4 Diva!

Salam :) Tak jawab dosa, jawang sayangg~~ :B

hm.. just a quick drop by. Td termuat turun (baku kau) citer Istanbul Aku Datang sbb Suhaila suruh. Then tertengok la lg skali. hewhew.. dan trase nk update blog lah plk tgk si Dian update blog dy.

Nak cter ape?hmm..
xde apa sngat. dah makin malas nk update. lgpn bknnye ade peminat nk bace pon. lol. so.. work's getting better. I mean..sort of bleh suit in. xde la rasa mcm hell sgt. sedar x sedar dh 4 bln (almost) workin under Astro. Believe me, skrg sgt beza masa mula2 masuk. Stress....stress jgk. Tp, tak la stress macam mula2 dulu.

Alhamdulillah.

So.. many things happened. Gaji bln Nov masuk awal. Dan... belum pn masuk Dec, hampir separuh dah keluar dari bank. huks :'( Sebahagian, buat bayar sewa. *yeah i did told u that I live in my relative's house for free previously. But since I'm gonna stay here for a quite long time, I agreed to pay the maintenance fee also.* So, their bill frequency is per 3 months. So, masak lah gua bulan neh. T___T

Tp sbnrnye, pihak bangunan bg je nk byr bulan2.. tp, ah..mls lah nk pk. bayar je trus, next 2 months xpyh pk dah. byr bil api air je. Easy! :)

Tp..cuti bru2 ni sket je..which buat ai xsmpt nk urus rumah sgt. ada cuti je sehari, kuar ngan member. So.. harini ai basuh bju yg ai kumpul for 2 weeks (ye ke? mcm..lebih je?) sapu2 kemas dapur. dan ada satu lg perkara yg horror. The Bedroom! oh mai.. nk buat cmne xbleh lepas lg tabiat kanak2... main campak je sume mnde. *esih...so bkn orang kaya pnya style ok. or at least they have orang gaji, u? ape u ada? zzz

I'm sooo need to change this. Ah.. ayat dari dulu lg mmg cmtuh. Harini mungkin la kemas... tahan la 2 hari.. lusa dah Hanya Balar (bak kate org Tganu la..)  which means..bersepah. Macam mana nk ada bilik super clean n tidy macam dalam majalah anjung seri ni zarenn?? =.="

tabley ckp byk sgt psl keburukan diri...kan? ok, nextt~~

hm.. oh, yesterday was an AWESOME day! Bangun pagi..siap2.. terpacak depan capsquare tggu team mates at 8 o'clock. Yela, I know yesterday was Monday...so mmg la nk kne g capsquare keje...
eh Hello.. ai cuti kay semalam...dan harini. keje shift cenggini, u know sajela..

So..knape 8am dah terpacak depan office? Cuz we had Team Outing!! yay so fantastico! yang pergi were inchik boss: Hanafee.. me, Jue, Suhaila, Surah, Topex, Ayu, Zul, Asyiah, and Ed.
We had planned for quite some time.. so it was.. A Picnic to Sg Sendat. Somewhere in Selangor. Exactly where...jgn tnye ai. I bab peta n direction nih.. mmg buta..huhu >.<

 

so.. kitorang brought ayam yg dah satu malam lebih diperap.. n some sosej.. berbeku time! keke.. mandi sungai..wich was exactly air terjun.. sejuk gila air... mcm waterfall yg len2.. best! yg pergi smlm 10 orang from my team, plus Zul bawak wife dia sorg. Hm..

Frankly.. I always dislike going out..especially ke tmpt yg kite taw kite akan mandi manda in public. Malu. Tp sbb Monday, so xrmai la sgt org luar yg dtg. Team ktorg pn ada 3 org je lelaki smlm. ai mls la nk bwat xsupporting.. so, I join jela.. but I still tried to maintain kool  at in place. huhu

Later.. bebudak neh bawak pergi karaoke lah pulakk! Ai dah cemas.. ai xpernah pergi karaoke. dah la sore xsedap. Kalo sedap, bleh jgk nk menunjuk2 je ape :P n..ai always mengelat ble ade yg ajak karok.. cuz..i just dun like the situasi. in a dark room yg kecik... then u jerit2.. I  oways picture it mcm dlm drama2 melayu yg ade mabuk2 dlm bilik karok tuh..huhu...*ye  know, bukannye mesti mabuk2... just hv fun nyanyi2..tu je.. mmg itu yg slalu people said back to me. dh nk bwat cane.. jiwa ai tak brape masuk la ngan aktiviti2 gtuh.. huhu.. yg comelnye.. tgh beriya karok, benti kejap sbb nk solat mgrib. seb baik behave.

 so..aktiviti jerit menjerit habis dlm pkul 8pm kot. oh ye..weols pegi kat this karok place kt Sunway Giza. Kate dorg murah ctu.. brp? err.. mls lah nk gtaw.. tak berpekdah pon korg pergi. mls nk ajar pegi buat mnde xdek pekdah. :P

so.. after dat..Bos dh nak balik. while others, masih ada mood nk hang out. Jue suarekan...nk g cinema tgk Life of Pi. Weols agreed je.. then otw, Ed plak suggest g iCity try 5D Theater dia.. as well as creative art gallery. Since Ed pn mcm beriya..n well, that movie bleh tggu next time... so, Ok..we just proceed to iCity. FYI.. smlm jgk iz the first time I went to iCity. Oh gitu rupa dia eaa.. kekeke

So.. masuk...we just paid RM10 per person for that 5D Theater. yg gallery tu..KIV dlu..sbb nk kne bayar lg RM10 (ye ke..?ntah la..) skrg dorg tgh tayang cite Ghost Tunnel. So.. kitorg layan jela.. hoho.. ni festaim jgk yg efek dy nmpk real.. tangan hantu tuh btul2 mcm kuar skrin..hahahhaa.... beriya gelak jerit2 semorang..

Then Ed usha bro yg jage theater tuh.. then bro2 tuh bg ktorg tgk lg 3 cite! hahahaha.. marvellous.. nasib ktorg baik agaknye.. xpyh byr extra.. lol. btw each cite dlm 7-10mins gitu je.. and btw also.. korg taw x panggung 5D nih cmne? hm.. briefly.. seat dy bleh gerak2 mcm dalam cter tuh.. kalo tercampak smm terlanggar batu ke, u pn akan ikut tercampak skali.. kalo ada snow..then.. ada la snow skali kt kite.  worse... bile hujan. Lenjun ktorg smlm sbb ada satu cter tuh byk plak part hujan nye.. hahaha... Tapi siyes wa cakap sama lu.. tak rugi woo! Ade time dlm one of the cite.. the penjahat nk bom us guna torpedo tuh.. Pehh!! beriya elak..mcm betul je torpedo tuh nk kuar skrin. lol. but enjoy jela.. kalo tgk smbil otak pk.. "ala..sume ni rekaan je.. xpyh nk jerit sgt laa.." then u'll miss the excitement.

After that.. mcm nak balik.. since ktorg xbeli tiket nk masuk gallery tuh. Kitorg try la usha2 dari luar je... The bro yg jaga gallery tuh bg green light.. "masuk je.." kata beliau.

AHHAHAHAAH..what a lucky day. apelagi, ktorg masuk la dgn senang hatinya. agaknye sbb weols pompuan..except Topex.. tu yg bro2 nih terlebih baik hati lak malam tuh. hahah.. Ed kata dy pernah je dtg sblm nih.. tp..xde plk dorg bg je masuk kalo xde tiket. heehehe

So.. ble masuk gallery ni, bkn ada mnde sgt nk cter. cara penyampaian is via photos je.. kan? hehe.. so check diz out!

patotnye ai pkai bju yg feminin sket ke.. bru seswai jd female angel.. huu

So..it was past 12am. I yang rarely kuar mlm nih rasa mcm.. "whoaa.. aku nih.. gile la kwn ngan budak kuar mlm..tp xkan asek nk buat xsupporting je kan? btw.. skali skala boleh la.."
deols bawak pegi Pak Li pulakk... "rabak poket aku mlm neh..huks"

Pernah la dgr Pak Li nih. Che Wan salu lepak ctu katanya. ade la jgk cari2 kot2 la terjumpe mana2 bdk femes ke.. *hahahaha :P sadly xde lah plk.. so..we talked..n drinked...n ate. I ordered Laksa Katong tu.. sbb nmpk symbol mcm recommended n spicy.

bleurgh.. not my taste la. mgkin sbb in my head I pictured it to be damn spicy..and more like laksa Penang. Suddenly I got something yg bersantang/bersusu.. n not damn spicy.. so, was a bit disappointed la. bkn tak sedap, but...just not my taste la. dgn laksa yg kenyal gitu.. gigit2 telan pn xputus lg.. seb baik x termuntah je. =.="

After dat.. brulahh..ktorg balik.. smpai umah pkul 1am lebih. huh.. what a day. mcm tourist dah aku nih.. byk pergi tmpt baru..

alamak. gua lapar la. makan dlu. kbai. :P

compressed.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Sejak bekerja dan twitter pon slalu jd tempat luahan rasa, blog tinggal menyepi gtu je. Ape punya tuan lah diri ini =.="

okeh2.. mana nak mula cter? semua? baik.. saya akan cerita semua. semua yang masih diingati. mana nak mula? erm.. campur2 jelah eh? mmg mls nk igt balik turutan ke hape.

 well, kan pernah ckp psl I took my cousin's wedding pics.. here are some:

ok...got summore, u can tune to my fb or flickr. not much.. still feeling lazy to do all the editing stuff.

then..what to tell? oh.. September is my luxurious month. gaji bln lepas sparuh dpt skali bulan nih. heh.. new rich gurl in town bebeh Haha.. tp sadly gaji masuk after offer airasia yg murah2 tuh abeh. kalau tak sempat jugak I rembat tiket to gold coast ke? tch..xpelah..kte fly to Singapore ajela. bought with my cousin. Backpack lah kononnye. Anticipate nih!

Both of us..me and my couz Iqi sangat suka amik gambar. I have D5100 and she have 1100D. I guess dia pun baru beli tuh sbb previously kitorg salu je borak pasal amik gmbr lawa2 tp masa tu both of us mmg xde DSLR. So, SIngapore please wait for awesome pics from us!! *ceh

Nak upload jgk ke itinery? Tak payah la eh..lambat sangat lagi. NExt year, May tiketnye haa.. huhu

Oklah..cte len pulak.

Lately I had company in my house. well my sedara's house laa.. Nora selalu lepak here, sleep here mostly every night. So, not that forever alone lah. So..I found out that ghupenye both of us byk persamaan. *even dy bapaklah rajin nk berstylo kan* both of us suka stalk awek2 cun.. geng2 fashionista..make up. *pelik tak bile sy ckp sy suka make up? haha.. err.. saya suka akan make up, tapi sy tak suka keluar dgn make up. saya suka make up..in term of knowledge..you know make up nih macam melukis pn ade. cuma yang beza you lukis dekat muka. oh yes, fyi...I suka melukis.* tapi Nora..... Nora memang suka make up. Dia zahirkan yang dia suka make up. But still, both of us suka make up.

Then.. we love gossip about pretty people. Mostly girls. Guys ade la tp sangat rare rasanya. Ghupe2nye jugak..both of us minat girls yang same. cam harem betul. =.=". hari2 gossip pasal dia kot.

rosak..rosak. wait. what's going on here?? minat girls? memang rosak. dah... nak minat lelaki sume dah berpunya. hampeh2..:P

tapi.. I think I am deeply intoxicated with the girl we've been talking about. Since that girl pretty rich, getting all things she wanted. I..now kan dah kerja. duit bukan lagi masalah. LOL. *over* haha..takdela..previously kan I always hold back cuz...my sis sorg yang besar belanjanya. So, I kesian kat my dad nak demand mende mahal2. So skrg, it's payback tyme!

Memang boros gila permulaan October. haha.. ala... give me a bit of pleasure la. nak jugak rasa life budak kaya macam mana. *uwekk*

Sebut pasal October. Oh October. Prestasi kerja menurun. Asyik dapat penalty (which we called CF) ade je yang tak kena. kerja pn tak bersemangat. Asek nak melepak je kerja. Tsk. KL life, begini eh?

Tak boleh jadi ni. i need a booster for my job. I need the feeling to be as lively as possible. Jawab call dengan betul. Tak tinggal prosedur. Suara tuh...kena lagi yakin.


*wuu... siyes I don;t think I'm good with works like this. Memang kurang keyakinan sejak kecik. Cakap asek nak hesitate. Bila ntah nak yakin. Siyes if I can, memang prefer kerja yang xperlu cakap banyak. Huu..harapkan gaji je jadi alasan untuk go on.

Ah... spoil mood cakap pasal kerja. Tidak patut kita share pasal kerja. ha.. ni lagi satu masalah. I seriously tak pandai nak asing hal kerja ngan peribadi. If I got stress, I couldn't handle my work as usual. And supposed I should never ckp psl kerja in public rite? Ah wutever, this is just me. I am that kind of person.

And.. cuti Raya Haji. Saya dpt 26-27. Alhamdulillah. Kali ni InsyaAllah takde nak tarik2. Tp masalahnye tiket tak beli lg. dah jadual keluar lmbt.. Dengar cerita tiket habis. I was like.......takde perasaan. huhu.

Kena survey tiket nih.

before that, nak bagitau..on 10/10/12 and today I went to Halfest 2012, held at PWTC. Pameran barang2 halal and so on. Ada artis. Tu I pergi jugak. Haha... duk KL nih, bru skali je jumpe artis. So, dengan sungguh2 pergi cari artis. *lol

lagipun kebetulan offday. So, why not kan? 10/10 tu xdek sapa sangat pn. ada Jaafar Onn and Chef Zam je. huhu. Tp masa tu xplan pn nk g Halfest. Mulanya nak kuar ke Times Square je, nak cari kasut. Haa... pasal kasut nih. MidValley dah pegi, Sogo pn dah pergi..tp tak jumpe yang berkenan. Nak cari flat.. tp sume macam terlalu flat. Jalan boleh rasa tar tuh. Grr.. So Finally jumpa jugak. Hoyeh! Harga considerable. Rupa flat tu masih ada. And..tapak tak nipis sangat, so tak la rasa sangat akan lantai itu. Dan..tapak dalam dia pun bukan macam jenis kain, which yg akan jadi kotor or berdaki dengan cepatnye. The material is macam licin sket so u can lap ajela if ade daki kat dalam.

the not so flat Flat. finally.

Alah.. taste kite simple2 je. takdek nak berextravaganza sangat pun.

Ok, back to the Halfest story. So yang masa 10/10 tu kre pergi tibe2 jela. tu pun tahu sbb ternmpk dalam Wanita Hari Ini masa tengah siap2 nak kuar. Then..arini mmg pelan betul2 nk pergi sebab taw Kamal Adli akan datang. hahahaha.....


Big fan? ahah.. takdeklah sangat. tp dia tu hensem kot. So.. yela, I still minat lg kalo lelaki hensem ok. hahaha.. bukannye wajib minat pompuan sahaja. isk.. Gua masih normal ok.

so... well, bak kate org.."let the pics speak.."

like page ummi and anda dapat INI!

Ahad. Hectic gila

Ever heard the name  buah Mahkota Dewa? Ni lah mndanya..

Like, dan anda dapat cupcake and bookmarks~

woh wohh.. I once joined the time they harvest the roselle masa kat UMT dulu. Bangge2!

Cute gila kan?? custom design chocs

workshop memasak Chef Zam and Kamal Adli

"I want you here Zarin" kata dia..harharhar

Mana tak hensem.. heshh. festaim acknowledge masa citer BioNik dulu..hohoh *nak pakwe laki hensemmm

I actually hv a contact with him. in busyness, I quickly asked him.."Kamal, nak gambar..." and when he heard me saying Kamal, trus dy looked at me and angguk. Eye contact babe eye contact! *pengsan

Haih...bukan fancy sangat pon lipstic2 neh.. hrpkan sbb made in Turkey and produtc halal, so I suppsrt ajela. Brand Flormor

someon'e wedding going to be! pergh.. bwat kat PWTC kot. mesti orang kaya nih

ada pertandingan memasak. Ratu Memasak ke apentah namanya. Jaafar Onn and Chef Zam pengacaranya. Hui mulut Chef Zam...mmg xdek tapis2 dah. =.="

*ada jgk jumpa hanez suraya and kak vanidah imran. lawa gila. ada je gmbr ngan dorg tp xpela.. xmo la terlibat sharekan gmbr xtutop aurat dorg..huhu.. even gmbr kak vee tuh sgt cun..huhu

hehuhaaa...dah la. penat dah type. gambar tak load abeh pon lg neh. beta nak beradu dulu la. esok keja pkul 10, which means..plg lmbt pkul 8 dh kena bangun. *since tgh intoxicate ngan blog budak lawa yg I stalk tuh.. I pon nak ikot letak gmbr last lah. ala..skli je..bleh laa..bleh laa...eh eh?? :P

"euwh how to bite this thing..." - choc dipped strawberry and grapes

Nite!

Regards,
Zarin

(poyo gila nak tiru blog org hebat..tapi suka hati gua lah kan, blog gua.. grr)

Setelah Raya

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Hari ini.. cuti. Offday 2 hari terus. Alhamdulillah. Hari ini tak keluar lgsg rumah. Lepak saja. Mungkin esok baru nak keluar. Intan buat open house. Diajak. Nak pergi. Tapi..ntah mana rumah dy. Takkan nk g sorg2 kan? Ajak Anis. Dy nk join, tp xdek transport gak. Nak bergantung pada aku? heh.. public transport laa.. Kemon la Anis.. bile lg nk bwk I jln2 KL nih.

Nak keluar. Si kamera dh bising suh dibawa berjalan. Hei, I ni pompuan. Keluar pulak salu sorg2. Nk bawak awk, mcm saje nk suh kena rompak je. Bahaya la..

Hem. Esok kena keluar, kena keluar jugak. Ade benda nak kena beli. Kena prepare nak pindah nih. Kena beli..wardrobe ke.. rak ke hape ke..

Oh. Maintenance xbyr lg. Bil air, api. Nak bayar mcm mana.. asal nak bayar asek tutop je kaunter. Aku ni malas la nak kelek ratus2 dlm poket hari2. Aku tak percayakan KL.

Ah..bosan.

Ade plot cuti 14 hb. Hopefully dapat la sebab 14hb mlm kak farah nikah. 15hb mjlis. Aku...harus la grab this chance to pektis skill potraiture..or wedding shots. Bukan la bosan amek gmbo alam..or..landscapes.. Saje nk test power. LOL

Lgpon, ape function ade kamera mahal kalo xguna sebaik mungkin? eceh.

And... nnti mjlis kak ji..next May..dh book ak. Eceh..bunyi book cam gempak je. Takdelah..book as family photographer je. Yang official mmg dh ade.

so..kalo cmtu lah gaye, harusla time kak farah nnti ak pulun abes2.

ah....

oh ye. Lame xckp psl Mr Right. Ekceli..nk fikir pon xbrp nk sempat sbb bz. Tp kite ade je lg stalk brader tuh. Lahai....sadis jgk rsnya. Beriya stalk, tgk dy reply tweet or fb girls.....terus jealous. Sengal tak keadaan tuh? Mencimenci! :P

Dy nih ak rasa...spesis sport guy. Ramai je kwn pompuan...tp sume just kwn. Ade yg minat barangkali kt beliau..tp treat as friend jugak. He spend time a lot with his friends. Guy friends.

Since I am the spesis yg malu2 kuceng...so, stalk dari jauh jela yg termampu.

Kbai. Xde mood mana nk menulis sbnrnye. Nak tdo.

p/s: ohh..memandangkan title iz Setelah raya, kena sentuh la sket kan pasal Raya. Raya sy stkt ni...kt KL ni je. Xsempat balik lg. Aritu xdpt cuti yg 19hb, sbb ntah mcm mengong je tetibe tarik ke tarikh len. so.. inshaAllah my real balik raya will be 14 hb nnti la. huhu

1st day raya...kat ofis. Jawab call. Keje pkul 8am plk tuh. So..balik pkul 4, ak ikot Surah balik port Klang. Su, Asyiah n Ju pon ikot same. Surah pegi umah sdare dy pon, kami ikot je.

ade la jgk feeling raya sket2..

ok dah la. bye.

Salam Ramadhan

assalamualaikum wbt..

sekian lama tak update blog. sgt sibuk kebelakangan ini. nak cerita pn xsempat. okla..hari ni sy curi masa sket utk bercerita. sbb hari ni cuti..kan?

ok, sy skrg dah abeh training astro tu. dah start on floor, jawab call. kena marah? harusla. tp thanks a lot to callers yg xbyk kerenah i.e., calling wif good mood. u guys definitely cheered me up even kena keje wiken pn. yelah, keje cmtuh mana nk dpt cuti 2hari terus. luckily, kebetulan off day sy yg kapit 2 trus cmtuh pd 18 n 19 aug, i.e: last puasa n raya pertama. luckily lg...17hb tu sy abeh keje pkul 4..ke 5 ntah.. so, sempat la balik kmpg mlm tuh. oh ye.. tahun ni raya kat perak. so, sy beli tiket ke perak la. fufuff...festaim naik sorg2 kat pudu nnti. exciting! doakan perjalanan selamat2 jela ek.

keje di bulan ramadhan..
sangat menguji kesabaran. cakap memanjang, xbleh minum. haus tahu. kemudian..kalo shift mlm, time berbuka mkn ajela air n kurma.. then solat. takut xsempat.. rehat 30 mins je. tarawih? ntah ke mana. kalo balik awal..like pkul 5-6pm ke, balik umah usahakan jgk nk ke surau. tp kdg2 xpegi sbb balik je umah terus tumbang. atau ade hal len nk kena bwat.. huks..

umah..mmg xbrp nk terurus la. mkn mnum mmg ntah ke mana. takut jgk nk balik beraya ni. takut mak ayah sedih tgk dh cekeding dah anak depa nih.

apepun.. sy xsign lg kontrak tuh. ramai yg berkira2 psl nk sign. sbb..kalo dh sign, nk withdraw...kne byr quite amount of money. brp? riban2 ok.. so, kite pn agak risau jgk la..kalo xperform cane? kang kena buang ke ape.... kne gak byr.

hm..positif lah? mmg tgh pk positif la yg duk go on jgk nih. kalo x.....phm2 jela. cumanya, possibility tu ttp ade.

oklah.. cheque utk training tu dh clear. bleh la nk cari bju raya/ kuih raya..byr bband, byr bil air api maintenance ape. ekceli sedare ckp xpyh pn byr yg maintenace tu..tp sy rs lame sgt sy duk cni...so, at least what i can do to repay...byr la maintenance jgk kan. takat rm200+ utk 3 bln, inshaAllah..lepas lg..

oh ye.. oleh kerana dh ada duit ni, kena la byr zakat fitrah eh? xpela.. brp hengget je pon. oh..kena beli angpow jgk.. haiyya..  xpela zarin.. what u give, u'll get back.

satu kata2 naqibah (naqibah eh..hm..what i mean, ketua usrah sy la..usrah yg sy join spjg sy duk KL ni) mmg mcm melekat kat otak..

"Allah memandang pada usaha, bukan pada hasilnya.."

kita cuba dulu usaha untuk mendekatkan diri pdNya.. kecik ke, besar ke..org tahu ke, x ke.. at least kite ada usaha.. hmm..kan ade ayat alQuran (ke hadis? huhu) yg ckp Allah akan balah kebaikan yg dibuat walau sebesar zarah sekalipun.

so, sy nk ingatkan diri sy..dan jgk kawan2... kite xpyh la nk kerek sgt/ berkira sgt.. ape yg kite dpt kt dunia ni pn, bkn hak mutlak kite. Allah yg punya. kan?

okla.. ckup la dulu kot. smoga apa2 kebaikan yg dilakukan diterima. Amin..

Selamat Berpuasa!

Farewell, WWF

Hari tak panas sangat, tak redup sangat. Biasa saja. Agak lewat tiba di pejabat, naik saja sudah nampak kak izza.

*ehh. apesal berdrama lak nih. haha.. ok la, berbunga2 ni ikot time.. skrg, xmampu nak berbunga-bunga sangat. I'll just write what's necessary.

Ok, 15hb..hari Jumaat was the las tday ber-intern kat WWF. why? I got new kerja. Kerja ngan ASTRO. Mulanya, bila kawan ajak..gua macam endah tak endah je. Tapi, bilasaja memberku ituh menyebut akan angka gajinya..gua macam.."erm, senang tak interview tuh?" hehe. Mata duitan ke? der..sape tak nak kalo dapat kerja gaji masyukk. Lagi2 hidup kat KL. Bukan saja harga barang mahal..keinginan nak membeli belah juga agak tinggi di sini. Tsk..

So, berbalik kepada cerita kita tadi. 15hb, last day. Agak sedih. Kalau nak bagi analogi, jiwa tu macam ombak laut yang bergelora. Antara nak kuar air mata, atau tak. ala.. bukan la ol d time, time nak balik je yg bergelora terlebih sket. I had last lunch wif kak izza n my boss, mdm Daria. She even gave me a T of panda. hehe.

on the way balik, dalam duk fikir ape nak ditulis kat blog (which baru hari ni nk tulis kann), tibe-tibe tringat.

"Ehh! Kain semayang aku!"

gua sampai terberenti daripada perjalanan pulang tuh. cewah. nak berpatah balik atau tak. But then, satu idea datang.

"Hm.. apekata, kita tinggal je kain semayang tu kat ctu. So that nanti ade reason nak datang ctu lagi..hehe"

then.. gua pon tanpa teragak2..meneruskan perjalanan gua.

the end.

the end? sat laa.. kite borak2 dulu... hem, so kerja baru ni start 18hb, which is esok. I mean, start training. Hopefully ok ajela. Satu mende je yg kurang berkenan tang keje tuh, which is..ade shift. shift paling lambat smpai pkul 12am. Astro cakap provide transport, tp..sebab KL kan.. gua jadi payah sket nak percaya soal keselamatan tuh.

Hopefully jugak, xdek la perkara buruk ke hape. Mintak jauh la.

Oh ye, cam suspen je kerja ape kan. Hehe.. dun worry, bukan kerja merepek2 hokayy. Kerja as Customer Service Exec je. Yang jawab call/emel tuh. Ade orang tanya, minat ke keje gtu. Gua..neutral je. xdek la minat bebeno, tp xdek la pulak tak suka ke hape. Ahh... dah money-oriented gni, gua redah jela. Kontrak dah sign. Tark diri, lu bayar beb!

And one more thing yang gua risau sket is, yela..customer ni mcm2 jenis. Skali/berkali kau kena maki.. mampu ke? Gua ni jiwa sensitip sket.. tp kalo gua tahu bukan silap gua, insyaAllah gua ok je..kot.

dah la.. gua ciao dulu. dahaga.

p/s: sape free, nak keje part time ke ngan wwf bleh contact gua.. heehe