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looks like btul2 delete post sblm ni. Why? nape nak kena delete? Sebab nak jg hati orang ke? bukan ke aku dah ckp nak jadi diri aku? lantak ape org ckp.. ni blog aku. sort of diari aku.. So what? nape nak kesah org rs ape. kalu taknak bc sudah.. jgn bc..

nape delete? ntah..ak pn xtau.

mls la nk ckp psl pe delete. Yg pasti, aku puas hati..finally he came clear to me.. (meskipun terkilan, kecewa dan sebagainya berbaki lg..) ntah ape mimpi. aku baru je kot post td...

diam2...aku rs puas jugak. Hah..tau pun rs bersalah. mmg aku nak mcm tu pun. Suke je hati aku, kalu terus buat rs bersalah... padan muka. Biar rasa sket.. Mana aci, aku sorg2 je yg menderita.. Jahatnye hati yg tgh marah kan?

whatever la... Jgn ingat it'll be okay semudah tu. It's easy to forgive, but will it make any changes? To forget is much more harder. Don't wish I'll forget d one who destroy my past..my dreams.. kalu mulut stkt ckp.."ok, sy maafkan.." tp hati masih berbara...xde beza pe pn rsnya..

ckp ak dh berubah. aku bkn aku. huhu..memanglah. aku yg ni pun, aku sendiri mcm xbrape kenal. emo je keje. direct tahap dewa. kenape jadi gini?? tak perlu tnya... i know d answer oredi.. no need to mention..

Not going to say nice words here.. Not going to comfort anyone. The words might just too harsh.

this is d worst episod of my life. ntah ble happy episod nak smpai..

no matter like it or not... i don't care. I did too many things already so that I'll be accepted and prouded. Tp pe yg aku dapat? so.. baik xpyh nk care sgt..

alamak...tetibe rs nak marah balik. Better stop b4 ntah ape lagi ayat2 kasar keluar.. diri ni jenis yg mulut and action yang jauh lagi cepat dari fikiran. Bahaya..


pasti...ini bukan yg terakhir dariku..

p/s: malu je..abis hosmate dengar time sebak ke ape.. da la dorg jenis warak2. nak ckp kat luar..lg la dorg akn salah fhm. tmbh2 hujan...aku plk yg xdengar hp nti.. hukhuk.. maaf ye, sy bkn ckp ngan pkwe ke ape.. just ex tunang yg sy penah cter dulu tu. (oh..dah jadik jnda ke aku nih???) xde ape pn.. bkn penah call pon sejak bbrp tahun yg lalu..huhu. trust me, sy x kapel. huhu.. nak setelkan mslh je...(konon la..tak settle pn ak rs)